soniamas.

untitled

2012-02-05T16:12:00.000-08:00

semalam birthday boyfriend sonia. aku bagi dia satu benda yang aku buat sendiri, macam bantal kecik ada nama dia. tapi tak cantik pun, aku dengar adik dia mengata benda tu bila adik dia tanya sapa buat ni aku tipulah aku cakap tu seseorang yang buat tapi boyfriend tau tu aku yang buat. so bila adik dia mengata tu memang aku down sangat. lepastu kitarang tak sambut sangat cuma aku ikut dia sambut dengan family dia, lain lah rasa macam stranger je. aku kira last one yg dia suap tu pun sembunyi sebab aku mengelak dari tetamu dia. anyway thank you sayang, sebab tetap terima hadiah buruk tu. happy 20th birthday sweetheart.

hari ini sonia mula bekerja dekat satu tempat tapi tak nak bagi tahu kat sesiapa dulu, tak nak heboh sangat at least sonia kerja kan daripada menganggur. ok, so sonia nak pergi berkemas untuk pergi kerja nanti, first day, si boyfriend hantar. bangga aku haha

Belajar untuk jangan cari pasal.

2012-01-22T07:15:00.000-08:00

selamat malam dan selamat segalanya kepada readers, title tu bukannya nak tunjuk kat diri sendiri tapi bagi some kind of people yang tak tahu malu. Awal tadi boyfriend suprise datang rumah, memang suprise gilerr sebab nak luluh jantung tekejut sampai speechless and takut tengok boyfriend sendiri dahlah jadi anak dara kat rumah sorang2 lipat baju. rajin kan? HAHAHA *muntah. lepastu kitarang p breakfast sekaligus lunch kat D-junction jumpa my ex classmate Sullo. OHMYLORD, rindu sangat nak poret pun takdapat kena jaga hati boyfriend takut dia menyampah tengok sonia kang. Actually title tu adalah untuk ex girlfriend kepada si boyfriend sonia. yang first ni memang buat sonia baran giler ar nak bengang pun nasib baik dapat control. ex gf si boyfriend JN dia dok syok sakan sendiri pi bagitahu kat kawan dia, yang dia nak sama tempat practikal dengan boyfriend aku. mana tak baran, nak menggatal lah tu kan kalau dah nak heboh kat orang. kalau ye pun cik adik JN nak menggatal, mai menghadap boyfriend depan kite ek, karang kite tanya sendiri apa yang boyfriend rasa kat awak depan kite ok. kalau dah nak gatal sangat. jauhi boyfriend sonia yang telah awak tinggalkan untuk pergi clubbing dengan lelaki lain. Yang satu lagi si JJ dia ni pulak tak nak ngaku still ada feeling kat si boyfriend. kalau takda apa hubungan takkan kawan and cousin dia serbu add aku dekat facebook tak puas hati betul. Korang dah jadi ex tolonglah jauhi hubungan kita orang, jangan cuba hancurkan orang dengan taktik bodoh and please belajar untuk jangan cari pasal dengan hubungan kita orang.

message;
mungkin sonia belum menjadi milik dia yang sah tapi sonia memang tak paksa dia untuk bersama, tunggu atau menggoda si boyfriend. bila dia dah jadi milik sonia walaupun setakat gelaran boyfriend untuk masa sekarang sonia tetap akan protect dia daripada apa pun yang sonia mampu. bagi ex dia, walau camna pun korang nak pisahkan kita orang untuk dapat balik si boyfriend, sonia juga akan pertahankan dia macam mana pun cara yang sonia nak kecuali boyfriend telah memilih hala tuju kebahagiaan dia yang lain dan seperti post yang telah sonia beritahu sebelum ni.

Perhatian.

2012-01-15T09:24:00.000-08:00

hidup memang tak seumpama cerita dongeng, tak pernah adil. Tiap kali bila aku cuba untuk menunggu dan mengejar kasih sayang apa yang aku dapat adalah seperti seorang pengemis jalanan yang menagih kasih sayang. aku sedar aku hanya menumpang kasih dan perhatian dari sebuah keluarga dan seorang yang aku ingin jadikan sebagai suami dan ayah kepada anak aku. tidak kira betapa mahal benda itu akan aku korbankan demi untuk mendapat kasih sayang dan perhatian daripada seseorang. maafkan Sonia, sebab menyusahkan. Hanya mengharapkan seseorang faham apa rasa dipinggirkan dan rasa asing dengan orang yang disayangi.

sayang

2012-01-15T04:58:00.000-08:00

jom express feelings. ok just saying that sonia skrg dh kat kl. esok dah balik bintulu. sumpah tak sabar tapi kan sedih juga rasa nak balik sebab sonia having a big crisis dengan boyfriend. semua ni salah sonia sendiri sebab cakap main lepas je. sorry lah tak boleh nak bagitahu kat korang biarlah hanya orang tertentu sahaja yang tahu. sonia memang suka main cakap lepas bila sonia rasa marah or geram. teruk kan? boyfriend pun ada ckp sonia ni jealous tak tentu pasal. ya memang sonia macam tu suka sangat jealous kalau dia dekat sikit pun mesti sonia jealous and masam muka. hati cemburu memang tak dapat tahan. seandainya kalau dia betul betul akan tinggalkan sonia, memang takda lagi dah kisah cinta yang sonia akan express kat mana mana. He is my last one. Andai kata hubungan kita orang tak sampai ke alam perkahwinan. sonia memang decide untuk leave Malaysia. Tak tahu lah nak ke mana tapi asalkan sonia tak tengok dia bersama orang lain selain sonia di alam perkahwinan atau mana mana pun. Sonia memang tak sanggup. and kalau betul suatu hari dia tinggalkan sonia, sonia bagi pesanan kat girlfriend baru dia or wife dia.

Roger, dia ni suka sangat makan **** rusa so jangan pernah halang, kalau halang pun memang dia akan makan juga. kalau naik moto sama mesti peluk dia, tak pun pegang tangan dia cakap I LOVE YOU banyak banyak kali walaupun dia tak jwb. klau boleh jangan sampai mana mana lelaki staring dekat his girlfriend, sebab dia betul betul tak suka. And jangan hairan kalau dia memuji patung, dia cuma nak bersakat. Jangan sesekali cuba nak mainkan dia, sebab suatu hari kamu pun akan merasa apa yang dia rasa. and jangan pernah halang dia pergi mana mana. jangan dengki kalau kamu rasa dia lebih melebihkan kawan daripada kamu. Jangan heran kalau dia cantumkan nama korang dengan nama dia and jadikan nama anak korang berdua, lepas korang dah decide nama he will talk to your stomach like you really having a baby, he just one sweet guy ill ever known :)

Sunday Post

2012-01-07T22:59:00.000-08:00

hey, its sunday. and I'm going to church today. and bought a shirt from shirt, its kindda cute ok. upload the shirt's photo later. Then I'm talking to deda, which is one of my older cousin but she's short and of course she shorter than me. *evil laugh. So, I have a talk with her just now that I'm planning to work at Isis Cafe. But I asked her to accompany me because the family of the cafe's owner is a closer to her family more than my family. I'm just really hoping like please so that both of us can get a job there. ok i feel like i want to shout like FCK! 3 DAYS LEFT. I'm going for a vacation to Pahang and of course Kuala Lumpur. and its kill me when I'm going to leave my boyfriend for a week again for the trip. ok lets end with some picture.

the T's that I bought at church just now.

Isis Cafe *hoping to get job here on this "holiday" before having my result & futher my study.

The Zenith Hotel, Pahang. - hotel in Pahang

toodles;

soniamas.

Someday, became mine.

2012-01-05T19:12:00.000-08:00

Its feel like fucking asshole when I cried for no reason. D-I-E sometimes, I felt like I'm losing you and I felt like you gone and fall for someone else. This feeling make me freaking myself up. I don't want to lose you, I don't want you to go or fall for anybody else except M-E. You're the one that heal the broken hearted of 3 years ago. How proud I am to be with you and became your girlfriend. I'm scared that someday I will lose you but I hope that it won't happend. I want you to be last one like seriously. I just don't want to see anyone has your heart, kiss your lips, feel your warm hug and take my place when it just has to be me until I grow old. I miss everything about you these year, I hope that I could meet you as soon as possible. I want you to be the one that my kids call "dad" :) iloveyou boyfriend.

Stay true and be real.

2012-01-05T17:33:00.000-08:00

You keep saying all those wonderful words and make me feel like no one would make me happy as you could ever did. I remember all your promises & all your words in our daily relationship. I just keep hoping that you mean everything you've said. I put a lot of hopes on this relationship. and as you know, I did pray a lot for our relationship to last.

You're the one that I fight for.

2012-01-02T00:48:00.001-08:00

I could never hurt you the way you hurt me. Because you give this feeling, and it hard for me to escape this feeling. Its like no other feeling but it knocks me off my feet.

Happy New Year

2012-01-01T18:36:00.000-08:00

first of all, i would like to wish Happy New Year for all those readers. Lets talk about how do I spend my new year this year. I have dinner with my family and him of course. And he got caught by my mum for throwing sea cucumber. And then I go to his house waiting for his friend to fetch us. And we wished upon each other at mall 4th floor which is the top roof and its kindda fun when I can see clearly those fireworks. And after that we're going to the beachside with his friend and of course some of them is my friend too. And then both of us go back to his house and I got home on 2 or 3 something. bored? its ok at least he's with me that night. toodles

Express Feelings On Christmas.

2011-12-24T10:44:00.000-08:00

suddenly he changing a lot, is this the real you or it just another game for you? just saying. sorry, i never really make you feel happy with the way I treated you. It seems to be like I never actually make you feel right or do something with the right way for you to like it or feel impressed towards me. I hate myself for doing all of this thing to you. I just don't feel right when you're not around. Is it my fault to keep you close to me? Bout Im leaving for a week to Kuala Lumpur this upcoming January, seriously its not what i ask for, but then you said that you want to leave me and go back to your hometown on New Year because Im leaving you to Kuala Lumpur. Its ok if you think that is fair to you. We were going to waves we Duane just now. You told us about the girl that dancing on the floor, why would you do that? why can't you think how much it hurt me when you talking about other girls and seems to make you feel impress than I ever did. Im might be stubborn, childish, cruel, selfish, idiot, immature, annoy, doubt your love, fail to understand you and don't deserve to be care by someone like you but i just wanted you to be mine forever and love me with a little bit care. boyfriend, please don't get mad when you read this. iloveyouROGER It just a sad beginning of christmas with tears. No matter how hard you make me feel, how many tears i drop for you, i still love you the same way each day. I don't want to change, because Im afraid that you'll be leaving me for my changes the way you like it but I couldn't change back to the real me when you missed my real me. withlove, yourgirlfriend

JERKS OFF jerks!

2011-12-21T19:19:00.000-08:00

do you realise that there always have some jerks in your relationship. what i tried to say is the 3rd person that try to ruin your relationship as example like telling your old stuff thingy or be the 3rd person in your relationship. I've been through this like everytime I get into a relationship. But this time its kindda hard, his friend keep telling him about my past. WHATS THE POINT? i ain't good enough, yeah i realise it. Don't try to disturb or even bother to disturb my relationship. we always get into a fight almost everyday. why? he said that I'm acting childish and stubborn but baby don't you know that I tried to make everything right and just perfect for you, only you. Your ex hated me so much but she just don't want to tell me the truth bout her feelings toward you. I don't care how much she do love, I just care about how much you do love me and care for me than her. I know you hated when I said about your ex. cause my life is all about you. I hate to be seen by your family when I don't dress nicely. you know that i never really did, wear those t's and pants. all i ever want is to be your perfect girlfriend infront of your family, your friend and most important is YOURSELF. iloveyou and i just love the way you treat even its hurt me sometimes. iloveyouROGER

Live Your Life

2011-12-11T06:15:00.000-08:00

HEEYAAAAA. So it has been awhile since my last update. Is it sounds weird when you feel like punching someone nose? no? well to me it sounds let a big GREAT thing ever. why? people getting so selfish and jealousy of my relationship. shut up please. I don't date with your money, holding his hand with yours or doing what so ever with him or even with his family. Hate me won't make me stop loving him. FUNNY? ouh yeah just keep on laughing see what you got after this. don't be such be big fat jealousy. I don't mean to be rude, be this is what you did and I just did the same thing. shame on you. Live the life, stop envy with me. .|.
ps. will be updated after my return from Kuching.

LOVE;

MISSSONIAMAS.

Modelling Agency

2011-12-03T10:03:00.000-08:00

bukan nk berlagak tapi ada member support suruh teruskan ikut modelling agency. "SONIA BECAME A MODEL" org mesti gelak giler ar smbil ckp "perempuan sekeping jadi model so tak cun langsung, tak sedar diri" bukan apa aku ni cakap diri macam ni sbb dah pernah kena dengan classmate diarang kutuk aku kalau tak salah ingat skrip dia macam ni "camne ar sonia boleh jadi model, dah lah sekeping buta ke ape photographer tu nak ambk gmbr die" camne sonia tahu? adalah member bagitau. so bila sonia tahu pun naik angin satu badan, kenapa dia tak tanya sonia sendiri kan? satu lagi sonia kindda malu malu nak shoot depan orang except my friends or my family. but this is my member support dari FB. jap eh sonia upload gmbr lok

ok nilah some picture dari members yang bagi support dalam bidang modelling yang sonia pernah ceburi dahulu. maafkan sonia, sonia tak mempunyai keyakinan diri yang teguh untuk menempuhi liku liku dalam bidang ni. tapi tu tak bermakna sonia dah tak berminat dengan bidang ni, SUMPAH MINAT GILER tapi syg perasaan malu dengan orang mengatasi segala-galanya. satu lagi sonia tak jenis yang jual maruah diri untuk ambil nude picture hanya untuk mengejar populariti macam sesetengah model yang sonia tengok pada kebelakangan ini. sorry I'm just not like that, apa maknanya maruah diri seorang wanita/perempuan kalau sudah disyorkan kepada ramai orang kan? so thanks guys sebab keep supporting me, walaupun sonia dah tak ceburi dalam bidang ni lagi buat masa ni. maafkan salah silap sonia sepanjang menceburi bidang ni. Kalau rezeki dalam bidang ini, moga-moga sonia akan buat yang terbaik lagi dalam bidang ni. I'm going to make my last photoshoot with photographer yang memang dari dulu nak shoot sonia, tapi belum berpeluand setelah selesai sonia exam :) anyway thanks for the support guys. TOODLES <3

Been alive 17years.

2011-11-28T07:59:00.000-08:00

sayang, i remember on our 3rd monthsarry, i went to your house. you almost lost your breath, just because of me, just because of those tickles. I don't even know what to do. I'm not a nurse or even a doctor. I don't even know CPR. I don't know what to do to save you all i can do you is ask you to breath. STUPID ME, I ALMOST KILL SOMEONE THAT I LOVE SO MUCH. yesterday you came to my house just to persuade me, you don't know how much happy i am when you were around me. you told me you love me you hold me, you kissed me, we smile and laugh even it was just for awhile. I just had no idea that you would mean so much to me. today, you told me you want to go at the club with your friend, i said ok but you know how i felt, im not actually asked you to go, I'm just afraid that you would fall for another chick thats much better than I did. I post a status but then you just said that "our relationship wouldn't last if i keep on acting like this" you lie to me, you told me you love me but you said those things to me, baby how could you? why you just can't understand losing you is my biggest fear. I miss everything about you, remember our text messages, you called me diamonds, baby etc. but i refuse to be called "things" If i become those things that you mentioned I couldn't married you. sayang I'm not adele "I wouldn't find someone like you." Iloveyou even there just so much pain that you've put me through. baby i'm sorry.

Smurfing.

2011-11-26T19:52:00.000-08:00

thanks mum for the smurf yesterday. iloveyou XO

Let's be friend

2011-11-24T19:59:00.000-08:00

apa yg korang akan buat ketika tahu kawan korang jatuh hati kat korang? kalau aku lah, memang aku speechless sebab tak caya. tapi walau macam mana pun, kita harus terima luahan hati seseorang, tapi tak bermakna kita harus terima orang tu. ikut lah hati korang. aku pernah dalam situasi ni, tak lah selalu melampau jugak kn. tak bermaksud nya org byk jatuh hati kat kita terus buat kita rasa HOT gitu, kadang-kadang benda tu boleh mendatangkan kekecewaan, contohnya bila kita tak terima kawan kita tu but then our friendship akn renggang. but if kita terima mu, ya mungkin pada zaman bercinta dgn kwn sndri mmg indah tpi bila sdh broke up, sma jga dgn hncrkn prshbtn. sbb itulah jrg dengar aku bercinta dengan fellas aku sendiri. keadaan aku bercinta & berkawan adalah berbeza. sebab itu aku tak suka sangat nak ada hubungan lebih dari seorang kawan, tanyalah boyfriend aku, aku macam mana sampai dia kadang2 rasa nak give up. aku sayang kawan aku macam adik beradik aku. tak lebih dan tak kurang. so dengan ini, sonia nak minta maaf kat semua yang pernah terluka kena sonia. maafkan sonia, tapi kita tetap kawan. friends forevermore :) p/s jangan hancurkan persahabatan demi cinta. kehilangan kawan itu ada sesuatu yang tidak menyoronokkan. salam hari jumaat. kpd umat islam, jgn lpa smbhyng hihi. toodles XO <3

sincerly.

sonimas.

every songs that i played shows my real emotion.

2011-11-23T05:48:00.000-08:00

you just give up and keep give up and put the blame on me. i never want or even ask for your white flag in our relationship. istillloveyou,sayang.

sincerly;

soniamas

You showed up and brings a light to my life.

2011-11-19T05:38:00.000-08:00

sayang, i never want to leave. i never say goodbye. WHY WHY WHY? now i tell you why, i won't built a relationship if all i wanted is to broke up the chain and wasted my time for relationship. i built up this relationship because you worth my time and i trusted on you to take care of my heart. you care of me, you love me, we having fight, we cried, we persuade, we laugh, we spend time together.
I've been totally in love with you. please hold on tight, i DON'T WANT to lose you. i wouldn't rather to walk a step without you accompany me. if that times going to happend, its gonna be like LET MYSELF BEING CRASHED BY A CAR. SAYANG, let me keep you. i wanna be your only shorty, lover, girlfriend, your dream girl, your future. sayang, keep it lasting, i don't want to be your fantasy, but you reality. JUST LET ME BE YOUR LAST ONE, LET US GROW OLD TOGETHER. having fight with you is not the things that i ever planned and wanted, everything i do is because im SCARED OF LOSING YOU. she's around you everywhere, im just afraid that she would stole you heart again. i wanna be with you and keep you much longer as my lover in my whole life. i just wanna be everything you need, every reason for everything you do, iloveyouROGER

p.s don't chase for someone that you like but chase someone that really love and care about you. the one that would stand still with you in everything. love them for who the was, for he/she is love you cause you might won't find another like him/her.

can't let u go

2011-11-18T02:34:00.000-08:00

if i cried a thousand tears for you, would you stop the fight, would you stop make me cry. you've totally change. you've let me get through the pain alone. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU TOTALLY DID IT. tell me what i had to do. you don't want me to push you cause it seems to hurt you. so i stop it FOR YOU. why can't you get what i meant. you don't want me to love you, so what can i do? Ive been hurted since you said it, but i still love you with the pieces you have broke me. i hate you for being far away from me. i hate to be this way. i still love you yet you don't. i know im not good enough for you i know since the first day we're together. i never will be good enough. fuck me, ive screwed up in everything. take care syg, i will love u like ive promised u

7 hours 15 minutes before spm

2011-11-13T08:45:00.000-08:00

semua candidate heboh pasal spm, aku tadi cuma baca novel. sama macam aku buat english. memang aku tak sentuh benda lain selain novel and format. tapi mood aku tak berapa ok. berilah aku kekuatan untuk menjawab semua soalan esok, TUHAN. walaupun hari ini sepatutnya aku gembira sebab ramai orang wish aku, sampai kawan mak aku sendiri wish kat aku, tapi satu ayat yang tidak menyenangkan hati telah menghancurkan ratusan ucapan dorongan buat aku oleh org yg aku syg. kelu lidah dibuatnya, aku hanya mampu berdiam diri dan menitiskan air mataku. namun aku tetap meneruskan ulangan. klah sampai ni saja yang aku nak post, semoga berjaya buat abg aku dan kawan aku. Tuhan memberkati anda.

boo, maafkan by. tak kisahlah camna bie buat bby. bby terima walaupun bie lumat lumatkan hati bby mcm skrg. di setiap kebisuan yang bby buat, ada maksudnya. mengharapkan bie memaafkan bby malahan ayat ayat yang makin menyayat hati diterima. sorry for try to keep your eyes locks on me, sorry for makes you worried, sorry for the tears that i fall, sorry for i try to get your attention, sorry for i just want you to commit to me. je, i hope you got what i mean.

sincerly,

soniamas

(roger's crybaby)

Uje

2011-11-09T03:14:00.000-08:00

meet my boyfriend, Roger N. epppp, jangan nk mengata boyfriend aku, memang tak handsome macam boyfriend korang pun. tapi kan, walau apa pun, iaku still sayang dia. masih ada facebook lama da dgn girl dia yg lama sumpah aku memang menyampah sakit hati meluat, rasa nak lumat lumat jer girl dia yg lama tu. siapa suka ex kpd boyf or girlf korang. Kalau ex dia masih syg boyfriend aku, aku nak buat camna kan? kalau boyfriend aku pun still sygkn ex dia or mna2 prmpuan lain, aku terpaksa juga lepaskan dia. tapi yang pasti dia selalu je ucap I LOVE YOU kat aku like everyday. maknanya dia memang sayang kat aku lah tu. :) dia baru balik PMU tadi, tak sempat jumpa dia sebab bas dia bertolak awal and aku tengah sekolah. benci sangat dahlah semalam macam tak endah kat aku. benci sangat. ehh malas nak update dah nak tengok nada cinta k bye. iloveyouUJE

He's coming's story

2011-11-07T05:30:00.000-08:00

last friday si boyfriend balik bintulu. he was totally like, sayang im coming home im currently at bus right now. I WAS LIKE "OI DONT LIE, SERIOUS KAH U?" and he said " 2 RIOUS" hahaha and he really here :) 4 days spending time with him, and i never skip a day of meeting him except tommorow. im in love with today, because his younger siblings, LON, BIBI and MUSA are welcoming me and my brother to their house. sampai mejal my boyfriend. so cute and im suddenly whispered to him "sayang, banyak betul anak kita 2" and he just laugh. :D and ive meet his 2 others bro ABU and YE and the most happy is i meet his mum. like seriously, i never ever did make it to meet my past boyfriend's mum. but he actually did it. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. tapi asal kitarang jumpa jer komfim ada mistake mesti ada gaduh sumpah tak sweet. tapi tadi his mum tengok me geletek her son mmg his mum senyum HAHAHA kindda awkward and i wonder what his mum thinks. anyway, i love you and your family sayang.

LOTSALOVE, SONIAMAS

Dear Blogspot,

2011-11-01T03:53:00.000-07:00

click on the image

I caught myself missing our first date on Merdeka. :) I miss how you suddenly carried me and kissed me. You just too sweet., how can I denied my own feeling when you're totally in my arms. I wouldn't have think to left you, how can i left when you meant so much to me. You did something that no one ever did to me before. When I saw couples sitting around or walking together, I caught myself missing the way we were when you were here. I wished we could have everything, everyday, every second. Im not ADELE, I WOULDN'T FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOU. i love you.

THE LETTER

2011-10-28T22:12:00.000-07:00

a message to him,

bie, maafkan bby sbb tak pernah jadi yg ckp smpurna utk syg.

maafkan bby sbb tak standing prmpuan lain

bby tak sangka bie dh brni blas dndam dgn bby

utk biar bby rsa apa yg bie rasa.

tak kira mcm mana pn bie skitkn hati bby;

bby akn tetap syg dgn bie.

IloveyouROGER

Happy 2ND Monthsarry

2011-10-27T09:44:00.000-07:00

kelmarin our 2nd Monthsarry relationship, kalau ingat ingat kan memang payah nak kitarang hold on to each other, because we get into a fight like ALWAYS. crapp --' Aku memang suka sangat cakap merapu yang buat dia tersinggung and we're always about to give up. tapi bila dah give up tu kan mesti selang berapa minit tu sesi pujuk memujuk akan muncul then we're holding to each other again. JUST THINK ABOUT IT why we have to let go for something that you been hold on to 2 months? it takes a lot of time to kept it real work for distance relationship. memang tak pernah nak percaya orang yang berjauhan dengan pasangan akan bertahan, but let see contoh paling dekat, MY MUM is live in Malaysia while my Dad is working oversea but they still hold on to each other. aren't they so cool ? LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP may sound unusual and challenging, but its not impossible if you really love and trust them. he even told me that he missed me, he want to visit me but i say just be patience, you'll be here soon right, just stay there. it doesn't meant i don't want his return but his future is important. i miss him too but he has to chase the future first. No matter how far we were apart, no matter how much this hurt, my hearts remains for you. i wont get tired waiting for your return, cause you're worth it. i love you sayang :) Happy 2nd monthsarry, love. this is the 2nd time we skip of celebrating it together, but i hope we wont skip it for our 3rd monthsarry. ROGER, you're meant alot to me. |Hug & Kisses|

one day, we will never be like this. sooner or later that someday will come and i'll have you in arms again for you return, take care of yourself boo, no worries there still left a few days to go to be like as we used to be, stay patience :')

p.s i hope we can post the 3rd monthsarry together on next month.

Happy First Monthsarry

2011-09-25T00:45:00.000-07:00

note : boyfriend, we are much sweeter than this kn? tehee ^^

Happy 1st Monthsarry :')

dah lama dah tak post kat blog tentang MR ROGER. im sorry syg, dari hritu bie dh sruh bby update blog tpi bby tak jgak update, bkn apa pn, sja jer nak buat post cun time FIRST MONTHSARRY kitarang tmbh2 lgi ikt request si buah hati suruh update kn syg. :)

Happy 1st Monthsarry

dari haritu dah kita 2 kira sma sma kn syg? akhirnya genap jugak 1 bulan kita bersama. :) I love you so much bibie :) bby sgt bahagia dgn bie, bie tak pernah lah tgk org yg bersungguh sungguh syg kt bby smpaikn bby buat slh pun, bie tak nak slhkn bby. bie tak nak marah kt bby. smua nya bie than, bie jga hati bby wlaupn bby ni ANNOYING MUCH hahaha :) can't describe how happy i am that i was own by someone like you, someone that i never knew i needed and would meant so much to me. 1 minggu dah bie tgglkn bby, TAMBI GELEY btul. tapi tkpalh, bk kta bie ini utk msa dpn bie, family bie & family kta 2. aww :') bby tahu bby sllu sgt buat slh kt bie kn? tak ternuat pun nak buat bie rasa terluka, terseksa apa semua. bby syg sgt kt bie, even besar mana pun kita gaduh bby takkan pernah berubah perasaan bby trhdp bie.

wish list untuk first monthsarry with ROGER

Jangan tinggalkan bby

Jangan kecewakan bby

Pegang pada Janji Kita

Jangan Ada orang ketiga atau yang seterusnya dalam hubungan kita yang akan hancurkan hubungan kita.

Jangan suka sangat sakitkan diri sendiri

Kekalkan kesetiaan, kejujuran dan keikhlasan.

ni jer yang bby nak dlm perhubungan kita, kalau boleh, bby nakkan hubungan yang kekal dgn bie. sma sprti apa yg bie sllu ucap kt bby. bby thu msa ni bie nak sgt smbt sma2 dgn bby, apa yg bie rsa tu, sma jgak dgn apa yg bby rsa. terima kasih syg sbb tunggu bby hnya utk jadi mlik bby, trma ksh sbb bie tak jemu lyan kerenah bby, terima kasih sbb cintakn bby, terima kasih utk sglanya. iloveyousomuchsyg, imissyou, tggu bie blik lh kta smbut sma sma ok? dgn family bie pun tak apa, ksian diarang. bby akan tunaikan hajat family bie yg nak jmpa dgn bby. maafkan bby di atas sgla kslhn yg bby dh lkukan, maafkan bby di atas kekurangan yang ada pda bby. bby harap smua tu tak ubahkan perasaan bie kt bby. you're meant alot to me darling. ILOVEYOU.

SINCERLY;

Sonia Mas.

Old friends

2011-09-22T03:23:00.000-07:00

aku rindu kawan lama ku yang rapat dgn aku kat fb satu ktika dlu. smua hal dia crta kt aku, tak kra psal fam dia or org yg dia syg mmg dia crta. skrg? hbgn kta org mkn rengang. tpi aku sllu stalk fb dia. bru tadi aku stalk lagi and totally suprise tgk gmbr dia kt waterfront btu. tpi tak thu knp dia tak sound aku pun bla dia pergi sini, sma jgak mcm cimek and sharon hritu tak jga bgtau. mngkin aku ni bkn sesiapa dh kt diarang. its ok. :') jga dri baik baik kwn lama ku. bila kau msh mmerlukn aku, aku akn ada di sini jdi pndegar setia sbg tnda keikhlasan aku brkwn. maafkn aku krn hbgn prshbtn kta hncur wlaupn aku tdk thu kpstian kruntuhan persahabatan kta. aku hrp kau akn gmbra wlau di mna kau brda, semoga Tuhan sllu mmberkati & smga one day kau akn jmpa cinta sejati kau yg mcm kau nak k. ill support you bila dah kenduri kahwin tu nanti jgn lupa jemput tau. tu pun kalau kau igt aku lagi, skrg pn kau dh tak igt apatah nnti kan? aku akan sentiasa mendoakan kejayaan kau, anyway good luck for your SPM :)

life doesn't always be perfect to be AWESOME

2011-09-13T02:15:00.000-07:00

saturday and sunday is awkward day when i saw my ex boyfriend. it was so not cool but why should i care anyway; WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND. but the most sucks thing is, i saw my ex wearing the Matsuda shirt that i gave toward him and his mum simply smile at me. it was awkward when his whole family simply smile towards me. --' ok lets get over this, what is past it has been over done.

today, my mathematics teacher, her word has touch my heart. She told me that she hate me when i was in form 4, geez i almost cry the time she told me the truth. But then she gave a good commend about me, she told me that i've changed. i used to hate mathematics. I HATE THOSE NUMBERS AND FORMULA LIKE SERIOUSLY. ok, im so awesome HAHAHA. :)

1 day left, and boyfriend will be back to my arms again, YEAH! haha i miss how we spent time together. quick home i just can't wait for Thursday. hey i love u ROGER NAGA. :*

Love Language

2011-09-05T04:57:00.000-07:00

click on the "play" button this video is sweet :')

jangan tinggalkan aku, sayang.

2011-09-05T00:06:00.000-07:00

mungkin aku terlalu menyayangi semua yang ada pada kamu, sayang. aku tidak dapat menjauh, kerana kamu telah membuat aku rasa bererti. sayang, jangan tinggalkan aku, itulah sesuatu yang paling aku takuti setelah aku memiliki kamu sebagai kekasih hatiku, aku juga takut kau mencari cinta selain daripada cinta yang telah aku berikan kerana kita mengalami cinta jarak jauh. aku tahu aku bukan yang terbaik, tetapi aku sayang pada kamu seluruh jiwa ku. kisah cinta kita bermula, apabila kamu muncul dengan request ingin menjadi temanku di mukabuku. bukan hanya kamu, tetapi kawan kamu juga memberitahu aku bahawa kau memang sudah sekian lama menyukai diri yang serba kekurangan ini. setiap hari aku mewujudkan sedikit banyak perasaan aku pada kamu, memang aku akui aku takut untuk mencintai kamu, sayang. aku takut kau akan tinggalkan aku. maafkan aku kerna sering memulakan perselisihan di antara kita berdua tetapi setelah kau memujuk aku seperti yang kau katakan tadi. kau ingin balik lagi dari PMU untuk melamar aku / membuat ikatan pertunangan di antara kita berdua. sayang, bukannya aku tidak mahu tapi aku takut kau muak dengan usia kita yang sebegitu muda untuk mempertahankan hubungan hingga ke alaf perkahwinan. aku memberikan kau seluruh jiwaku untuk mencintaimu dan menjagamu. andai kata hubungan kita tidak sampai ke manapun yang kita impikan, maafkan aku kerana tidak sempurna tapi walau apapun kamu perlu tahu bahawa kamu sangat bermakna. kau merupakan segalanya bagi diriku, sumpah aku sayang sangat dekat kau, ROGER. i miss how we used to be when you were actually here by my side. i promise i will never leave you and ill always loving you as you do . XOXO :')

written by;

Roger's girlfriend

currently playing : ne-yo - never knew i needed

2 September

2011-09-01T21:07:00.000-07:00

kalau aku update mesti aku update pasal si giraffe aku tu kn? HAHA dulik arr. tuptap cuti 1 week dah nak habis dah tinggal 2 hari lagi boyfriend kat sini lepas tu kitarang akan pisah selama 4 months. im gonna miss him so much.

today is the 2nd meet of ours lepas kitarang official hari tu jumpa masa hari rabu 31 Ogos tapi sumpah masatu mmg aku malu sangat sbb aku tak pernah gaul dengan dia macam kawan abang aku yang lain. tapi harini ok sebab dia datang jumpa aku. seriously it might gonna be the last meet, but it wish this wont be the last before he gone to mukah.

syg, i want to meet you before and be there with you before you gone. i will be there this ill promise you. thank you for be by side today. iloveyou ehh <3 :*

Allergic To Bullshit

2011-09-01T07:56:00.000-07:00

Don't worry about me or what I do. What happens in my life has nothing to do with you. So keep your mouth shut and stop talkin' shit, because I'm sick of you bitchin' and all you bullshit.

102 things guys need to know about girls :)

2011-09-01T07:43:00.000-07:00

1. Do not cheat on a girl. We girls talk, we WILL know, and we WILL find out, and we WILL dump you!

2. Be aware of all your girlfriends’ guy friends, brothers, fathers, or anything. They are protective. Every single male friend we have will kick your ass if you end up hurting her.

3. Never ever miss an opportunity to tell her that she’s beautiful. We girls love that.

4. If she slapped you hard, you probably deserved it.

5. Do not be afraid of holding her. If she’s going out with you in the first place, it’s obvious that she likes you and wants to be in your arms.

6. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend -- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts or hoodie’s, and a really pretty piece of jewelry.

7. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely. We think that’s really cute and sweet.

8. If a guy is bothering your girlfriend, it is your right to beat the sh!t out of him.

9. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer. It’ll make her feel secure that you love her more than the other girl.

10. Never ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.

11. Go along with her to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went with her.

12. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend. Or else.

13. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle. Let her win once in a while.

14. Memorize your girlfriend’s birthday. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life. Not gonna lie.

15. Don't drench yourself in the cologne, but smell good.

16. You don’t have to spend a million dollars on the Birthday/Christmas/Valentine gift. It doesn't have to be expensive, or cost anything but it has to be meaningful.

17. Don’t ever lie to us; we always find out.

18. Don’t say you understand when you don’t. That’s bad.

19. Remember: Girls are pretty, but yours is the Prettiest!

20. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; but doing something sweet will always get you off the hook.

21. Size does matter, but only to hoes; not girls that want relationships.

22. No matter what you say, your ex-girlfriend is a hoe. Don’t bother trying to convince us otherwise, that is a bad idea

23. It’s good to be sensitive, to a point.

24. If you did something wrong, apologize. Even if you didn’t, do it anyway.

25. You did something bad. I seem cool with it. I'm not. (See directly above.)

26. We are self-conscious by nature; we can’t help it. Let it be.

27. We don’t shave our legs every day so just get over it.

28. Shave your face, no matter how cool you think your goatee or beard or mustache looks, we probably hate it. We like you clean shaven.

29. Show off a little, we think it’s cute.

30. You are our boyfriend, our man, our protector, whether you know it or not, you are; act like it.

31. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts).

32. We love it when you hug us from behind and whisper in our ear.

33. "Fine" is NEVER an appropriate response when I ask you how I look.

34. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you. Don’t obsess over that.

35. I expect you to call me. If you don’t, you go down.

36. I'm more forgiving of you than I really should be. Don’t you dare take advantage of that.

37. When I compare my flabby tummy to a kangaroo pouch, say nothing.

38. You look hot in hooded clothing items. Always.

39. You should never tell a girl what to do. Ever.

40. Any decent man will ask a girl out to her face. I mean; if you aren’t man enough to ask us out to our face, who says youre gonna be man enough to our boyfriend at all.

41. Girls are very impressed when you ask them for advice. Unless its about another girl.

42. I'm unimpressed with a man who doesn't take the lead.

43. When in doubt, go with the shirt that matches your eye color.

44. You're sexy when you're shaving, fixing things, wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, driving, eating a peach, holding a baby.

45. Girls need to hear how you feel about them. Often. Tell her now.

46. A girl wants to be the best thing that ever happened to you--and for you to recognize this and tell her.

47. If she’s not feeling loved, she will start looking....

48. We like it when you tell us what you're thinking, even if you don't know yourself. It’s cute.

49. It's cheating as soon as you're doing something with her that you wouldn't want me to see, hear, read...

50. For the record: I'd rather you break up with me than cheat.

51. We can fall in love with you without really knowing you, if you are an @ss, we will find out, and we will get over it. Fast. Don't ruin it.

52. You like her, make a move. Don’t just sit there, you will fail, and you won’t get her.

53. Baseball players are hot. The sport makes you skinny and your arm muscles… well, it’s hot. We’ll go to all your games even if we hate baseball.

54. When you compliment us, we aren't sure how to accept the compliment without leading you on or reject the compliment without hurting you. So just bear with us here.

55. WE HATE BEING LED ON! If you think it's bad being led on by a girl, try being led on by a guy.

56. We like it when guys are willing to have an actual relationship, not just a one-night stand. Most girls don't like pimps or players, just guys who like ONE girl only.

57. But don't be obssessive. Major turn-off.

58. Call sometimes, just to say hi, not for a certain reason. When we see your number on caller ID, our heart always skips a beat. Try calling just to say good night, or good morning, its soo adorable!

59. BE HONEST!

60. Don't ONLY tell us what we want to hear. We HATE that.

61. At sleepovers, if you wonder what we talk about, quit worrying. It really is only you.

62. If you catch us staring, it is most likely because we're spacing out, not because we really stare at you. Unless we smile when you notice. Then you either look really hot, or we like you.

63. We like it when you hold us when we're crying. It's good to feel loved and safe.

64. Don't go to our friends to talk about us. Come straight to us.

65. Don't tell us you love us unless you are positive you mean it. If we don't say it back, it's just that we really want to mean it when we say it. Don't say it right away, then it shows lack of commitment.

66. We like our hands to be held and our waists to be touched.

67. We like you to kiss our hand and cheeks and forehead (esp. forehead!!), not just shove your tongue down our throats. We do like to breathe.

68. We like it when you're tender, but don't lose your masculinity.

69. Do chivalrous things when we least expect it (ex. holding doors for us).

70. As surprising as it may be, while guys might actually look at personality, the first thing girls look at tends to be looks. We're not going to see you and think, 'I wonder what his personality is like!' Terrible, but true.

71. If we love you, and youre hurt on the basketball court, rolling on the floor in pain; we’re hurting more just watching you.

72. We LOVE it when you get nervous around us. It's adorable! Don't think you have to be Mr. Cool Guy all the time.

73. Don't play hard to get. We’ll get bored and move on.

74. If you don't call us, then we will spend hours thinking about why you never called, and we will waste a lot of time thinking about it, eventually coming to the conclusion that we don't like you anymore.

75. We lost interest quickly if you lead us on but never take action.

76. We might seem to flirt a lot, but a girl always thinks about the one guy she really likes right before she falls asleep.

77. When a girl likes a guy, she subconsciously gives him a song that makes her think of him every time she hears it.

78. If guys do the same as girls do in #77, tell her what song reminds you of her.

79. Randomly compliment girls in conversations. If you're talking about sports, be like "Oh, by the way, that shirt really made your eyes look green today." It totally throws us off, and we love it.

80. Ask us about how we're doing once in a while, and at least pretend to be interested.

81. If we're not talking to you, we secretly want you to talk to us first.

82. Play with our hair without being like a gay hairstylist.

83. We get really happy when you show any sign of interest. Don't just do it and then never do it again. Bad bad bad…

84. Keep up the conversation on IM and phones and in person! Don't be awkward. That’s bad.

85. We will always feel bad if we don't like you back. Not all girls are b!tches, no matter what you may think. We hate to reject you.

86. ok, so some girls are b!tches and they like rejecting boys, but the people who wrote this group are not. better?

87. If we say "Let's just be friends", we really mean it. Don't keep trying to pursue us, and don't say ok and then ignore us. That's just mean and horrible.

88. It's adorable when a best guy friend who a girl has thought about liking confesses he likes her.

89. If you’re single, find the one girl who’s always there on the sidelines at your football game, or at each of your concerts, all your baseball games. She loves you. Her excuse may be that she’s there for her brother, but she’s really there for you.

90. After you find that girl, smile at her once in a while, it’ll mean the world to her.

91. Get to know her, you’ll make her year first of all, and maybe, just maybe, you’ll end up liking her.

92. Not all blondes are b!tches. Some are cool.

93. Not all blondes are sluts. Some have morals.

94. In your mind, give every girl a chance. Each one deserves at least one.

95. Girls fantasize too, its just not always about sex.

96. We girls give you guys code names so that you don’t know that we’re talking about you. :]

97. If you’re jealous, it may suck for you, but we think it’s attractive if you really care that much.

98. If a girl blushes when you talk to her, she either likes you or she's embarrassed by what you're saying.

99. Girls don’t really write your name on a piece of paper a million times if they like you, that’s a myth…… sometimes

100. If a girl really likes you, just seeing you will make her day.

101. Even if you aren’t all that cute, and we like you, we think you’re hot. Don’t take advantage of that, take pride in that.

102. Every time you smile at us, it may mean only a little to you, but it means the world to us. Don't take the little things for granted

Thank God, Its a Wonderfull Day.

2011-08-31T09:07:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya Selamat Hari Merdeka untuk bloggers & readers.

tuptaptuptap semalam dah raya tak terasa sangat. sedih rasanya sebab sonia dah 2 tahun dah tak beraya dgn aunty sonia kat sri aman :( takpalah tahun ni raya dengan boyfriend jer kan syg kn? :') semalam sonia memerap kat rumah sebab tak tahu nak buat apa so sonia call aunty tanya camna dia celeb raya so dia kata dia baru balik dari rumah udak aku. fuhh memang jealous lah seumur hidup mmg tak pernah miss rumah udak tapi sekarang dah masuk 2 tahun dah miss. maafkan dedek/atek k udak, cik & semualah kat sri aman nun. maaf zahir batin. mudahan mun dedek ada rezeki tahun depan dedek akan balit k. merdeka semalam pun sonia tidur an boring sangat bagus tido tmbh pn sonia sedih smlm sbb balak sonia ckp dia maybe tak jadi balik. mmg kecewa giler ah. so merajuk lh smpai tertidur. hahaha SEMM .

hari ini pula sonia tak ingat dah sonia bangun pkul brpa kot kot sonia bangun terus mandi masak tukar baju pergi rumah NUR ALIP sbb dia jemput sonia datang open house. dah orang jemput mestilah sonia datang kan. lepastu sonia balik sebab nak gesa jumpa boyfriend. last last kitarang jumpa and blablabla. *jgn pkir mcm mcm. :) lepastu Susie, Lyvia, David, Betsy smpai and ambik sonia pergi rumah tukar baju apa semua then turun lagi pergi ngabang kat rumah Chris, lepastu rumah Daus lepastu Sonia, Betsy & David pergi LA BISTRO minum jap sebab tggu Daus, Lyvia & Susie pergi ambk kakak si Lyvia lepas tu diarang datang and kitarang balik pergi rumah Daus lagi sebab boyfriend, abg ku and kwn diarang nak dtg beraya pergi rumah daus fuhh jumpa dia lagi hahaha. *blushes. malu betul dia tgk aku pkai dress & heels. lepastu kitarang pergi rumah Haslinda lepastu rumah Nana. kitarang jumpa Farina AF tu. bukan apa sebab si NANA tu adik Farina mana tak jumpa. haaa. lepastu kitarang pergi rumah Nazwatul then last rumah Aziq. kot kot jam dah nak pkul 11 so kitarang balik.

speech : terima kasih untuk The Four, Haslinda, Daus and rumah rumah orang yang kitarang serbu tadi. kenyang sangat. :) and thanks for my boyfriend for today too iloveyoukuuipo :*

currently playing : I LOVE YOU 5 - NeverShoutNever!

2 in 1

2011-08-28T16:13:00.000-07:00

2 days left for merdeka & hari raya i guess. it has been 2 years i didnt have the chance to get back to SRI AMAN to celebrate raya. i miss abang amir, nabilla, my uncle *apak, my aunt *mak, and all of my cik. Selamat hari raya, atek mok mintak ampun dari semua dari hujung rambut sampei hujung kaki, ILOVEYOUALLTHERE. semoga Tuhan memberkati takrang. :')

5 days left for his holiday and he'll be going back to poli and he'll be leaving me for 4 months. seriously, i never been through any kind of distance romance before. i dont know how i would make it for 4 months without him. we will make it through kn bie kan? :') wherever you go, i will be waiting for you here. im sorry that ive made you cried last night. ive been sucks, it just been 3 days but you already cried for me. there ain't nobody ever cried for me before. ILOVEYOU & IWONTLEAVEYOUALONE this i promise you. it has been so wonderful that you've been admire me without telling me for months, cried for me, try your best for me, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. i love you and ill always do *big hugged :')

SINCERLY;

Roger's Girlfriend.

you're my beginning of everything

2011-08-27T17:26:00.000-07:00

dear boyfriend, i love you so much. we've talked about marriage so many times, and i really want it to happen. im sorry that im afraid to care too much, for fear that you does not care at all. we might didnt get the chance to meet this time, but i really wished to be with you, hold by you and hugged by you. thanks for exist in my life and waiting for 5 months for me. you've been so sweet i know this is too soon. thanks for planning for your family and our future, thanks for make me the last one for you. dont ever leave me, for i have love you so much deep within my heart. I LOVE YOU ROGER

currently playing : marry me-Train

fact about sex

2011-08-27T17:00:00.000-07:00

soalan utk lelaki : apa yg korang rasa bila tahu bakal isteri korang tak suci?

soalan utk perempuan : apa yg korang rsa bila lelaki tu minta utk melakukan sesuatu perhubungan yang dilakukan oleh orang yang sudah mempunyai rumah tangga?

#jangan jawab berdasarkan nafsu.

bagi aku lah kan biarlah kita pertahankan mahkota kita. memang lah buat perhubungan itu memang lah siookkk best. *bak kta org sdh bpnglman.

tapi tak perlulah nak buat benda camtu untuk buktikan cinta etc. mmg sonia akui banyak ex sonia yang dekati sonia sebab cuba nak merasa benda tu dengan sonia and sebab nak duit sonia. tapi nak merasa benda tu dgn sonia, smpai ke mati pun klau lelaki tu bkan suami sonia yang sah sonia takkan berani nak buat benda cmtu. klau duit plak sonia ni pyah nak bgi tpi klau sonia bli brg utk ex fuhh mmg rajanya tpi klau time sonia ada duit lah. kesimpulannya, jangan lah tepengaruh sangat dengan cerita barat & nafsu tu. nanti binasa terkena badan sendiri.

Roger La'ie

2011-08-26T20:07:00.000-07:00

this is awkward, but im currently in a relationship with ROGER :D he promise me like a lot of stuff. sumpah lah aku gelik ati bila aku dgn naz ngerja nya time aku kerja marek, nang tedah lah nya knak kerja mek2 naz. HAHA im sorry darling. mesti tkrang pdh aku tk "nang sik pndei jerak sonia tk kena tinggal org" ok mmg sik . after both of us texting as cth bru smlm txt esok jumpa. tpi smua tu tnpa drancang, dia ada kt dlm kereta unser kmi org and i was like blushing malu sgt haha dahlah BOY and abg aku kcau2 kmi 2. giler lh malu nyer pungg haha and yesterday aku istiharkan kmi 2 couple 26/8/2011 pkul 8:26 msa tu dia dh mcm give up dh nak ambk ati lps aku dgn naz krjakn dia haha.

syg,

thanks for willing to take the risks to fall in love with me even though you know that im not a kind of a good girlfriend. :') ILOVEYOU shoo bee doo .

currently playing :skyscrapper-DEMI LAVATO

the last letter for azryie

2011-08-25T22:53:00.000-07:00

dear ex, sorry for being a dumbass but im cool thou without you. i dont know why i keep on fighthing our relationship which doesnt worth it. i know that i didnt said that i am directly asking for a broke up. but i know ive being rude with you last night. but babe, im not a barbie doll who can be played and fooled by you. take care. go on and flirt on that girl called N, and you have to budget everything for you're own money now. and im sorry that im going out with another dude which is my friend when you're gone. its not what im asked for. you hurt me once i hurt you like a billion times. BREAKALEG.

timesminusdivideplus

2011-08-19T04:31:00.000-07:00

oh God, i pray not to let him walk away like the other does. i do love him. i just can't stop listen to JANGAN TINGGALKAN AKU-SEPTEMBER BAND. today, i didnt receive any of his text, listen to any of his voices, see any of his face in reality. only God know how i felt. 3 days left for our first monthsarry baby, please dont be like this. you should've be here like you was before. A FRIEND SAID "if you feel hurt in your relationship, just let go" *SHU the let go thingy, i still wanted to stay here with you. i love you and ill always do. i just can't get you outta my head. theres a million guys out there, but there will be only you. IM CRAZY OVER YOU. credit to : azryie ayie, boyfriend

you've been support to keep me walk again

2011-08-13T17:42:00.000-07:00

Azryie menjadi milik aku mulai 22 Julai 2011 seminggu selepas hari kelahiran aku yang ke 17. kali ke 2 kita berjumpa sebelum kita mempunyai hubungan aku mulai cemburu melihat kau dgn N naik motosikal bersama. memang aku rasa like *ouh sial perempuan ni sudah ada boyfriend tpi msh kcau kau. mulai dari kita 2 kenal memang mesra sangat then start kau balik dari mukah, makin jarang dah msg kol apa semua. sedihh sangat. tapi diam jer lah. makin hari pun makin gaduh, syg minta maaf sbb tak pernah pun jadi yang paling sempurna utk bie. haritu bila dia sebut ayat yang paling aku benci sangat. sumpah aku rasa macam kena hentam, sedih sangat lepas tu tak jadi sumpah aku happy sgt walaupun dlm sekelip mata dia buat aku rasa macam aku ni tak guna untuk sesiapa. walaupun dia buat camtu tapi takpa lah aku maafkan dia sebab sayang kat dia. aku rindu sangat kat dia yang lama, kemesraan kami 2 dulu, dia makin busy dgn kerja and motosikal dia dah. hurmm :'( ok i miss u azryie and ill always love in whatever condition. thanks for everything.

July

2011-07-26T08:14:00.000-07:00

hello pretty july, im so in love with you. i've so much fun in this month. the first thing that make me fall in fun with july is because ive choosen for the state camp. 2nd is ive got XPERIA X8 for my birthday and the 3rd is for the first time in my whole life ive celebrate my birthday for 7 days. :D and ive been proposed by someone called AZRIE, which is my boyfriend that night :) ouh iloveyou budak manja :') 3 months left for spm, ive do my very best for my future :D
lots of love; soniamas

PKRM

2011-07-18T05:47:00.000-07:00

jum cite psal camp kt Hulu Pandan, Sebauh selama 3 days 2 night. first day kat Kpg Pandan tapi ptg tu kami pindah pegi masuk hutan tapi tak lama sampai next day tu jer dah keluar tapi banyak lah pengelaman apa semua dalam hutan. then 2nd day to after orienting tu kitarang keluar dari Hutan balik pergi kpg smpai lh 12 mlm cikgu ismawi suruh org yg ikut camp wish bday aku. then next day aku kena pranked dgn cikgu cikgu sebab diarang sja kenakan aku smpai aku nngs haha malu sgt. then after makan makan kitarang pun beredar apa semua sebenarnya banyak nak cite tapi malas lah nak ckap byk. lpas balik tu abg Teddy ambk aku naz sullo & cynthia kat JBS smpt ktarang pusing kt Tanjung. :) then terus balik, balik terus keluar lagi makan kat kopitiam seafood restaurant smbut bday dgn fam jer. kesian tahun 1 ape pun tak dpt :') takpa ar sabar jer and harini sptt nya aku kluar dgn mak aku bli kek sbb smlm aku tak dpt kek and harini pun plan nak bli hp tpi tak jga jadi OMG sumpah aku marah and geram sgt sbb mak aku tipu kan. merajuk lerr maksudnya hahaha ok dhlah aku malas dah nak merapu banyak sgt ok bye Lots of Love

Anugerah Perdana

2011-07-14T07:49:00.000-07:00

hey hye and hello :) post kali ni Sonia nak cite sikit pasal Kem esok. bagi yang tak kena pilih tu janganlah jealous. Sonia kena pilih Kem Peringkat Negeri, Anugerah Perdana, Pingat Perak. suke sgt. tapi perasaan Sonia pulak fiuhh meloncat loncat jer jantung ni. takut ok sebab ada pacat and pakai perahu actually sonia tak takut dgn perahu just takut karam sebab tak pandai berenang and pasal pacat pulak. sumpah Sonia geli dengan benda camtu. oklah sonia nak packing barang untuk esok :) Lots Of Love

You've lost the Love I love the MOST

2011-07-12T06:17:00.000-07:00

ex, seriously i dont meant to say this but you're totally a disaster to my heart. why you have to show up by calling my nickname when we're together after what you've said. you know that i still have something for u. for what you've did, sometime i wish we will be together but i dont want the wish to come true. cause you've hurt me. why you have to show up while im still trying to get over you. but you'll never know how much you've mean to me before. Thank God, i still can erased you from my heart even it'll take so much time im ok with it. You leave without a reason and i wished that you wont come back with an excuse, even if i still love you in future please remind me what you did to me in the past time of our love story. Have a nice life. Im done trying to be a part of your life.

being your friend was a LUCK

2011-07-10T08:34:00.000-07:00

ok, jom cite firstly nak bagitau pasal blog ni makin hari makin terbiar plus aku pun dah semakin tak kisah pasal bloh dah so blog ni hanco tggu aku rajin ty bru aku buat dia lawa sikit jer tak byk pn. :)

ok heres the thing, semenjak dua menjak ni aku texting with a guy call TIMOTHUS. seriously dia layan aku baik sgt even aku marah pun dia tak pernah marah aku balik. masa aku bad mood, dia try cheer aku dgn apa cara sekali pun and tak nak cakap banyaklah memang siokk kawan dengan dia. actually aku ada gak berbunga bunga kat dia ni and kitarang sering ckp ILY kat masing masing tapi aku tak tau lah kalau dia tu ikhlas or tak. and today aku dah kena ngap dengan orang "jangan merepak sebarang" firstly form ayie and 2nd dari Timothus, aku dah tak tau nak kata apa dah mungkin aku selalu buat Timothus camtu, tapi takpalah aku faham. mulai hari ni aku try jauhkan diri dari dia and ayie. :) anyway ily TIMOTHUS , ill be missing the way you called me mata cipit, meow and mango. tcare ELEPHANT

RUINED

2011-07-01T01:58:00.000-07:00

EVERYDAY I KEEP ON FELT THE SAME THING. IT FELT LIKE SOMETHING WERE EMPTY AND FELT SO WRONG. I WONDER IF I CAN KEEP ON LIKE THESE EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE. SOMETIME SOMETHING REMIND ME ABOUT SOMETHING WHICH MAKE ME FELT LIKE DROPPING TEARS. BUT I JUST WANTED TO STOP THESE FUCKING SADNESS. WHAT IS FUCKING WRONG WITH ME. I JUST WONT CHANGE A THING. I PRAY FOR MY HAPPINESS WOULD BE HERE SOMEDAY SO THESE SADNESS WOULD BLOWN AWAY.

22 Jun

2011-06-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

in a few days ni, si gajah aku cakap mud aku baik tapi aku sering nampak letih sangat. maybe betul cakap dia. 1-2 weeks ni mmg aku kindda ok sudah. syukur pada TUHAN, semangat aku makin berkoba koba semenjak aku busy dgn program aku. last weeks aku busy dgn Y BLOG & PHOTOSHOOT. this week pulak aku busy dgn CAMP. and semakin hari orang yang lost contact dengan aku kecewa kat aku sbb dh lost contact tapi actually bukan secara sengaja pun. aku punya hp dah format so all the contacts was deleted. ouh tak sabar tunggu camp. im inlove with the outing today happy sangat :) GO GO BARONG. ouh and si gajah might be coming to bintulu. HIHIHI :P

photoshoot 19 Jun

2011-06-20T07:37:00.000-07:00

woahh dapat gambar sudah even baru jumpa 1 HAHAHA tapi takpalah bersyukur sgt dapat jumpa. at least ada kan. masa tu pu byk photographer takda masa pulak nak pergi carik semua fb photographer. cuma upload yang termampu. thanks for the photographer for the great shoot. well done for your awesome job. thanks to abg shafy for this picture.

2011-06-19T06:48:00.000-07:00

mesti banyak orang post pasal hari ayah kat blog hari ni kan? anyway, happy father's day dad. i love u. im sorry for im not the best daughter for you.

Program Y Blog rakan muda 18-19 Jun 2011

okay, ni pulak aku nak cerita pasal Y BLOG yang aku join 18 -19 Jun kat pusat siber rakan muda dengan ramai ramai muda mudi lain. memang kecoh lah buat sebab perlu buat blog group an. kalau nak buat girly nanti tak sesuai sbb dalam group aku ada 3 orang laki adn aku sorang jer perempuan. group kami diberi nama B2. amin dapat jugak no k3 sbb blog kitarang simple jer. sbb aku yg buat, phm2 lah tgk dari blog aku pun kosong. BAHAHA its ok, terima kasih atas speaker yang diberi.
tak sabar nak tunggu hari rabu ni ada perjumpaan kat Jabatan Belia Sukan. then jumaat aku pergi tatau dgn rombongan rakan muda yang lain. siookk nyerr.

Photoshoot at Pantai Temasya Bintulu

then after balik dari program Y BLOG aku pergi mall dgn IS and Qaiyum sbb Easter, Rick & Boni dah jalan dulu after tu brpa 10 minit camtu aku chow sbb last minit abang Kama bawak aku pergi photoshoot and jadi model dia, pikir nak ambik baju aku and heels aku kat rumah tapi tak. paksa lah pakai singlet and jeans and kasut caspia yang buruk aku tu. haha then baru aku buka jeans tapi kena tegur dgn abg kama sbb aku tak bukak jeans dari tadi. BAHAHA tu pun sbb aku tkut singlet tu pendek sgt nanti nampak spender ok. tak baik tau. :) sampai sampai pun aku tekejut tengok banyak photographer rupanya. masa tu aku fikir abg Kama yg jadi photographer rupanya byk org ada jgak budak yg ikut. so spnjng photoshoot aku kenal dgn CLARA & DIANA and jumpa balik dgn SU YING. ni pun baru balik

Perasaan sepanjang harini

apa aku rasa hari ni mmg tunggang langgang first mmg happy then rasa sad sbb aku pergi shoot kt tanjung batu di mana kenangan aku & babu byk tercipta kat sana. sumpah i rindu u. tapi apakan daya kan aku hanya mampu redha dgn dugaan. seriously, masa tgk tadi mmg rasa nak nangis tapi aku tahan sebab byk photographer. msti nnti org ckp sonia model gila nangis tetiba. tak nak lah jadi cmtu kan. so aku tahan jer lah perasaan plus tu takut make up luntur. HAHAHA ok ok, dah tak nak cakap byk pasal dia ty menjadi pula aku ni. btw, memang seronok photoshoot harini thanks to abg kama for inviting me. so sampai ni jer lah post aku hari ni.

siukk nyerr

2011-06-16T22:06:00.000-07:00

hye bloggers :) berapa hari ni aku sangat siukk sbb tak lama lagi ada kem kat TATAU. 3 days 1 night yerr. sukee nyerr hati ini. aku, easter, frankie, qayum, rekko and jerome jer terpilih ksian my syg cynthia tak dapat ikut kitarang. aku dah tengok dah jadual kitarang masa camp tu sumpah nampak best sgt. ni first time aku ikut camp selain dari church. bahahahaha takpalah kan sekali2 cuba. esok pun nak pergi library sbb starting from now on kitarang 1 kelas yang berkaitan buat study group kat library. lepas tu yang ikut2 camp tu pergi pusat siber rakan muda sbb ada kelas and ahad pulak plu pgi lagi sbb ada pertandingan blog and a friend from sibu pun akan datang pegi sini. maybe jerlah. and my marks pula pun ok berbanding dengan someone even thou dia tu mmg bljr 24/7 hour ouh rupanya tak jauh yer grade kita hahaha, and berapa hari ni pun aku dah jadi macam cynthia gelak2 kat orang sampai gelar orang tu AMY SEARCH and alot of stuff more. and brpa harini my ex pun luah kat aku dia msh nak blik kt aku tapi NO THANKS aku belum sedia nak pikir semua apa ke benda hahahaha masa ni masa untuk SAGON. :)

Thursday update

2011-06-11T01:23:00.000-07:00

hey, lama dah aku ni tak update blog kan. so last thursday aku pgi kluar and for the first time aku ajak adik aku yg annoying tu kluar. kenapa annoying? sbb dia tu ska btul mngeluh BAHAHAHAHA ok first tu aku & adik aku pergi KFC for breakfast ofcourse then tunggu hezel after tu ambik susie and her lil cousin bert utk tman adik aku. so ktarang heading pgi cinema sbb aku and adik aku sakai tak pnh pgi pun cali an walaupun dah 6 years aku dok kat bintulu kitarang tengok kungfu panda 2 lpastu pgi library tpi time tu library blm bkak so susie and bert blik lok so left me and hezel and my lil bro so olh sbb haus ktarang heading pgi mall smpt jgak aku study and i bought science book for revision. happy nyer ;) and lastly aku pgi watson bli foundation. ouh as u know, aku jarang bli brg brg cmni ada pun 1 2 dlm setahun sbb aku jarang nak pakai benda macam ni. so i choose a natural foundation aku tak nak bli yg mahal mahal dulu cause first time aku bli foundation an nnti bli yg mahal2 tpi buat muka alergic pn tkda gna jga an.

so this is the result of the foundation boleh tahan lah an. i lioke :) tak rugi beli. ignore muka yg "cantik" tu ok. hahahaha

teruk

2011-06-03T08:03:00.000-07:00

ok hello, aku sik tau apa mok cita pasal gawai seriousky boring 29 aku balit Betong then 30 aku still kat pasar Betong then 31 baru aku pergi rumah panjang then 1hb aku pergi rumah panjang kron sbb mandikan anak kzn jauh kot tak brpa kenal then 2hb pergi jalan kat debak 3hb aku balik btu cali kan? even ai pngyu pn aku tk mnum. aku cma mnum beer tu pn tak hbs and tuak sikit jer. mana tak nyer sikit kalau 1 kali. -___-' ok aku rindu kengkawan aku, aku rindu sekolah aku rindu boyfriend dah berapa hari dah tak text masing masing buat kerja masing masing tapi aku tetap hantar text kat dia. PUJI TUHAN dia keluar dari sana esok. balik dari hometoen aku tekejut masa aku tengok post dia smlam pkul 5:51. seriously aku naik jealous and marah and kecewa sangat even perempuan lain gaduh rebutkan dia. aku ni gf dia tak pernah pun aku rasa macam loser or something zero je. macam aku ni useless bila aku dapat tahu. ok smpai sini je aku dapat cite kat korang biarlah aku pendam pendampendam. btw aku belum mandi and makan, nak nangis lagi uwaaaaaaa :'(

2011-05-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

mari becerita. ok, aku tadi buat rambut serious aku cantik hahaha *babu ajar* ^.~ ok, sekarang aku tahu boyfriend dah tak dapat online macam dulu. memang sedih sangat, dahlah hp aku kat dia tu tak canggih takda 3g babi naa eh --' then aku rindu dia rugi semalam plus bukan salah aku dia pun buat tak kisah kat aku. harini first day cuti so aku takda buat papa bangun bangun terus tengok kzn aku dkat dpn pintu bilik hahaha dia ikut aku pergi saloon buat digital perm ok semua org kata rmbut aku mahal rm200 *tetttt hahahaha then lpas siap tu aku dgn kzn aku pergi mkn kat mb ouh lupa nak ckp ms kat salun tu hairdresser ktarang blurr tgk kmi berdua bgmbr hahaha duli apa kan? then pergi waterfront panas panas lepastu balik pukul 4 cmtu ok banyak org plek2 dkat mall harini

1. sonia sonia sonia - a dude which is a stranger w white shirt
2. ee rmbut bru ya, kcak lh - a girl w her friend w white cloth
3. ktk, tali ksut ktk tbuka - some dude w some girls hahahaha

gila kan dsar org gai ucek punyerr hahaha ok aku jahat sorry tapi knytaan nya korang mmg cali sgt. aku rasa diarang tu kwn facebook aku kot. and btw, kzn aku ckp kmu kan approve org randomly. taik u mek hahaha. ok i have to go

short story

2011-05-27T08:16:00.000-07:00

mai cite sikit sal holiday as u can see aku dah dapat suma yang aku nak kat wishlist tu. tadaaa jangan jealous ok. aku pergi trip ke KL haritu 4days lepastu balik bintulu balik and daddy aku beli lens untuk aku tanpa aku tahu masa kitarang pisah kat TS. then dia beli macbook pro untuk aku. ARIGATO hahahaha. ok bagi sesiapa yang berkaum iban dan bidayuh macam aku SELAMAT HARI GAWAY, GAYU GURU GERAI NYAMAI pesana dari aku jangalah over minum kalau minum tu pepandai lah jaga diri. apa gik ou ok tadi aku pergi jalan dgn the five tpi kkrgn 1 iaitu esther. so kmi jalan pgi mall and tanjung and jumpa boyfie skjp sbb aku skit hati sgt lps bgi ole2 dia aku trus pergi tmpt lain, kesian dia. ok i miss him liao. IHATETHISHOLIDAY and ILOVEBABU. idk what i've to type anymore so until we meet in another post. lotsoflove, sonia

missing + worried = DYING

2011-05-22T12:02:00.000-07:00

ok apasal title dia cmtu actually aku nak letak =DE*D tapi msti kena marah dgn boyfriend nnti sbb dia tak suka aku sbt bnda cmtu. aku tau ni dah lwat kol 3 dah skrng and aku masih bangun aku rindu kat boyfriend. sekarang ni dia tgh buat ape pun aku tak tau. last msg kitarang dia ckp dia keluar dari rumah. risau sangat :( "babu dah balik ke belum? babu dah ok ke belum?" ni lah persoalan yang asyik ulang alik kat kepala otak. even tadi dia marah aku sebab aku risau kat dia, nangis terus aku kena dia baru semalam kami 2 ok and then dia marah kat aku sedangkan aku pujuk dia and risau kat dia tapi dia anggap aku ni macam yang lain. aku tahu dia tak buat semua tu sebab aku ada dengan dia. tapi apahal boyfriend pikir aku sampai camtu sekali. aku jeles dgn kwn aku, dia stay kat rumah boyfriend dia kalau aku pun dapat camtu dpt jgak aku luangkan masa untuk pujuk and kwal emosi dia. aku sepatutnya happy sebab holiday kan aku jap lgi dlm pkul 9 and 10 mcm tu flight kitarang 4 anak beranak pinak pergi KL jumpa daddy dkat sna lps tu blik sini sblm sabtu kot sebelum tadi msa aku pergi makan ayam KFC kat dapur aunty aku tnya aku "tek, kta 2 buat digital perm ari 6 tk rm80 jer" so aku kata ok jer. memang happy sgt msa tu sbb aku mmg nak curl rmbut and boyfriend pun bagi permission dia pernah kata nak tengok new look aku. msti aku "cntik" sgt nanti. kalah korang HAHAHAHAHA --' ok tak lucu kan? and tadi pun aku dpt benda yang aku ngidam sgt, MEE JAWA. tpi msh jga aku ni mcm ni.

sekarang ni pulak tengah hold t's dia. nangis tngok t's dia. MYGODD!! cengeng nyer aku ni. kalau boyfriend baca ni msti dia speechless kot tiap kali dia tngok post aku kat blog, dia tak pernah bgitau tpi aku tau dia kan baca. really missed you so much, thought about you all day, missed your hugs, kissed your photos, missed the nice things you did, miss your smile, missed the nice thing you said, missed the way you kiss me, missed our hold, counting on the day till we meet again. rindu sgt apa yg dia buat dgn aku kmrn. dia cubit dagu aku, dia biar aku duduk paha dia sebab dia mengada sgt tak nak bgi tmpt duduk kt aku, msa baring kat sblh dia pgng bntl and teddy dia msa tgk cita gamer kat rumah dia dgn kwn dia and adik dia. ouh tadi kalau tak silap cuz aku ada tnya aku psal kmi 2 kiss whatever so aku ckplh pernah tu pun skli jer msa kat pntai dulu kan dear tu first time kmi 2 french kiss and aku first kiss dia. :') and something buat aku respect and syg sgt kat boyfriend aku sebab dia tahan dengan perangai aku yang cengeng ni dahlah kuat jealous selalu pkir negatif pasal dia lai tu kan dear kan? i know even sebelum dear bgitau lgi pun. sonia ngaku lah dia orang pertama yang buat aku gila sangat sampai apa aku buat sabtu tu, aku drive pergi rumah dia laju laju paduhal aku baru belajar msa tu. then tadi dia marah aku dia ckp aku tak dgr apa yg dia ckp "jgn bwa lju lju" tpi kan dear tu kn kereta bkn motor pun.

aku check inbox tadi semua inbox yg bru bru ni then sebab aku ni pkai hp cousin aku tadi, aku terdelete msg dia yg bgtau aku kalau aku dekat dgn dia, dia nak bwa aku tgk bulan sma sma smbil dia bisik kat aku dia syg aku. and pasal mimpi dia yg dia bgitau msa first day dia pkai bju yg aku bgi kat dia tu dia mmpi aku bgnkan dia and whisper iloveyou kat dia and .... biar aku dgn dia jer yg tau kan dear kn? even msg mcm tu dh terdelete tapi tkpa, msg tu kekal dlm igtan. sapa sini tengok cita cinta melody mesti korang tau lagu AISHITERU tu kan? mula lah jadi fav aku sebab tak lma lgi boyfriend nak bwa lgu tu msa khwin aunty dia and maybe dia ada dtg pgi Betong, hopefully dpt jumpa dia kat sana AMIN AMIN. oklah aku nak tidur sekarang. kali ni post aku memang banyak merapu and panjang gilerrr bju aku pn aku blm smpan dlm beg, ada lah aku ni dgr celoteh mumy pagi esok. --'

note to boyfriend : dear, sorry kalau post ni mnyinggung prsaan dear tpi tak terniat pun nak buat dear trsinggung. dear jangan gatal gatal masa cyg takda ok, jga drik baik baik janganlah selalu gaduh dengan family tak baik tau. and one more thing JANGAN KUAT SANGAT MEROKOK kalau tak nak kena buang pergi sungai kemena and kalau boleh stop tu dear stop ok. kalau cyg dpt tau dear nakal, memang cyg gusti dgn dear mcm kat WWE tu. :) God Bless You and your family, good luck in your exam. iloveyou hero. :*

boyfriend

2011-05-22T03:30:00.000-07:00

saya rindukan boyfriend saya. baru jer semalam jumpa. tu pun sebab kami ada prob tertentu so aku drive buat first time pakai kereta kawan aku si AARON WILLIE pgi rumah boyfriend then aku leave camtu jak sebab aku baran giler kat boyfriend :'( sampai aku marah sangat dia buat endah tak endah whole day aku tak makan plus aku pergi rumah dia pun tak berduit. then last last tu kitarang have talk tpi masih dalam mood ego and baran. lastly dia suruh aku pergi rumah dia sebab actually ada bbq tpi dia tak bgitau kt aku pn. tapi aku tak kisah lah just paling aku marah sangat dia tipu au tapi tak lah marah sgt kan. tak sampai hati. malam tu aku balik around 10 dari rumah dia lepak dengan kwn dia. best lah dapat hug dari dia. :) ILOVEYOU then dia hantar aku balik pergi rumah cousin. harini tak sempat jumpa dia RINDU SANGATTTTTTTTT! hope lah cuti ni cepat berlalu dapat jumpa dia lagi kan boyfriend kan? sorry k sonia bukan girl yg terbaik untuk dear, sonia cepat sangat jeles and think negatif, sonia tau tu suma mmg teruk sangat. But thank u for still chose to stay w me and thanks for finally u told me the truth, im appreciate it alot. no matter how hard it is, no matter how big is the fight we will face in future, im still chose to stay w you and i hope you chose it too. I REALLY LOVE YOU MR. ALEXI im going to miss you in these 3 weeks.

10 final words

2011-05-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

1. Hopefully dapat lah jumpa boyfriend sebelum pergi KL next two days

2. Hopefully CL sedar siapa yang selalu ada dengan dia masa dia nak luah perasaan. AMIN.

3. Saya nak kumpul stuff banyak banyak giler

4. Saya harap hubungan saya dengan dia berkekalan

5. Saya tak sabar nak capai impian and keinginan sya

6. Saya tak sabar nak habis sekolah sebab saya boleh buat apa yang saya nak

7. Bagi yang dengki kat aku tu, taubat taubatlah yer takde faedah nyer pun

8. Nak makan banyak banyak biar gemuk *tapi mesti takpat gemuk. hahahahaha bak kata boyfriend tunggu lepas pregnant bru dpt gemuk ahahhahaha GILOOOO

9. saya nak berjaya dalam hidup biar semua orang terpeliak mata tengok saya *mummy sya ajar tu pun sbb org byk pndang serong kat sya.

10. Tak sabar nak pgi KL, balik kampung and balik bintulu lagi NAK JUMPA BOYFRIEND!!!!!!

* FINISH WITH MY 10 FINAL WORDS IN 10 DAYS 10 POST. THANK U

10 ways to win my heart

2011-05-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

1. Gave me what i wanted to

2. Dont force me to do something that i dislike

3. Make me smile and laugh in their own ways

4. Knows how to comfort me

5. Take me to a place that will make me happy

6. W chocolate

7. Brings me to eat

8. Always know my feeling without im telling

9. Brings me to dance

10. Gave me everything i wanted and craving for

2 Days w Fionna Nott Jerry

2011-05-19T08:09:00.000-07:00

uii msti korang tertanya tanya sapa dia ni kan? cantik sgt. by the way ni FIONNA NOTT JERRY aka DUTT. kalau korang tak kawan dgn dia kan, memang rugilah sebab dia ni happening sgt bila bergaul. best sgt. kemarin aku first day jumpa dengan dia. first aku masuk kereta ada CHESTER aka IGAT and trus tlinga aku fokus kat lagu tu memang dah agak, lagu Justin Bieber. gila betul dia dgn JB tu tak hairan lah kan ramai org cmtu. then aku blur lah cmna nak gaul dgn dia sbb aku ni mmg pemalu tpi ni lah best dia ni friendly suka sgt ketawa kalau dah ketawa tu tengok jak lah dia keluar volume suara dia yang paling besar. by the way dia ni suka skate and dia ada keta viva nama Jacob and ada braces and tattoo. cool kn? aku ni nampak jer tak jealous tapi jealous actually after blik dri skate park terus balik then harini diarang ambik ku after sekolah then pergi rumah aku tunggu aku mandi and makan. then jalan pergi jalan baru duduk kat sana then aku nak BERAK hahaha so pergi lah tandas kat tanjung tu tunggu jam cukup untuk balik and dia pun nak ambik sis dia kat tmpt kerja. Harini aku kuar dgn dia buat last time dgn CICI and IGAT. esok dia dah balik dah pergi miri hari selasa dia balik sini lagi tapi takpat nak jumpa dia sebab aku pergi Kuala Lumpur. --' takpalah at least aku jumpa dia kan. so ni gmbr perfect 4 kmi org jalan td :) tak hot mana tapi cool adalah juga hahahahhaa ok, aku memang perasan. ni gambar last day aku hang out dgn dia, gonna miss u DUTT

10 of my favorite song

2011-05-19T07:51:00.000-07:00

1. I just had sex - akon *it doesnt meant that i have already have sex ok? dont take it on negative ways

2. Boomerang - akon

3. Distant romance - lateeya

4. Just the way you are - Bruno Mars

5. I do - Colbie Cailat

6. Valentine - Kina Grannis

7. Slow - Danger Radio

8. Already Taken - Trey Songz

9. Fucking Perfect - Pink ( boy cover)

10. Sprung - Japha (cover)

*actually, i have alot of favorite song. :)

18 May; Wednesday

2011-05-18T05:08:00.000-07:00

i have received a text messages from facebook which is from FIONNA NOTT JERRY. she ask me when i will be reaching and i've replied that i've just arrived home and then she picks me up and we go to skate park and sit there and doing nothing but talk. It just the first time i've meet her. she's so friendly and cool. maigokk im getting jealous w her tattoo and her braces. hahaha i didnt really have a time to hang out w her today because she has to pick her sister from work. and then we're going home but no worries she and chester going to pick me up from school tommorow. YEAHH! i just cant wait. ok, i just have my May's period and it was like FCUK. it make me feel uncomfortable and awkward. ok im done :)

10 important people in my life

2011-05-18T03:19:00.000-07:00

1. My family

2. Alexi Babu Shawn

3. Cousins

4. Cynthia Naja

5. Hezellynda

6. Nurul Nabila

7. Aleszandra, my niece

8. Relatives

9. My friends

10. All human being :)

17 May

2011-05-17T06:05:00.000-07:00

harini siook sgt. first tu aku takde plan apa ape nak kuar ke tdak. then aku boring sgt so aku ajak si hezel kuar pgi mall tpi tak jadi sbb abg aku bwa pergi similajau tman dia dgn esther. then aku tggu lah mama blik sbb nak mnta kaching kaching dari dia. then mama ada beli bra and panties bru untuk aku. wuu happy ahahhahaha. pastu jalan lah kitarang ni gi similajau dri pukul bpa ntah cari port last2 pgi national park smpai pkul 4 so kmi mkan lah junk food and mnum air brkarbonat jer then si roys msg ajak pgi swimming so aku yekan jer aku pgi lah swim ikut dia smpai pkul 8. first mnari mnari ntah tak tau apa step sumpah boring msa swimming bru siokk. happy sngt dapat buat roys snym sbb dia dok sdih jer spnjng mnggu ni. ksian dia an? so nasiblah aku dpt cheer kn dia and aku buat dia ketawa and lupakan stress dia and tu pun aku sllu setia gak dgr rintihan dia. semoga dia takda dah kena dgn org cmtu kn. AMIN. ok lah smpai ni jer. nnti lah upload gmbr pnyalah mlas aku ni hahaha. eh lupe lah tak lama lgi bbq kat rmh aku then 2 days after tu pgi KL lps tu ape ah aku pn tak tau msti lah Gawai then 2 bulan lgi birthday aku. rsa tua plak dah hahaahha ok ok im done w merapu haha

10 Things I Cant Live Without

2011-05-17T05:59:00.000-07:00

1. I cant live without my cellphone.handphone is the first way how am i started to contact w Babu.

2. I cant live without internet. whenever i was in the room, i would online and that was the only thing i would do hahaha

3. I cant live without my cute green pillow

4. I cant live without a H-I-M haha

5. I cant live without food

6. I cant live without cloth.

7. I cant live without dance

8. I cant live without house

9. I cant live without beg.

10 I cant live without money.

10 wishes

2011-05-16T02:08:00.000-07:00

1. I wanted to upgrade my 500d dslr to 60d

2. i want a lappy

3. I want a blackberry bold

4. I want a volkswagen :O

5. I want to get married with my boyfriend and raise a big happy family with him and have alot of babies haha

6. I want to futher my studies in business education.

7. I want to have a cute house

8. I want a driving license

9. I want to have collection of bags, shoes, accesories.

10. I wish i could success in everything i do especially my SPM.

2011-05-15T17:37:00.000-07:00

selamat hari guru untuk semua guru guru especially kat cikgu kesayangan sonia, CIKGU CHAN CHU CHU. banyak benda yang buat sonia syg sgt kat cikgu ni tapi tak tau cmna nak describe. anyway, selamat hari guru :)

10 things i want to say to one person

2011-05-15T01:44:00.000-07:00

10 things i want to say to that cowboy, Babu :)

1. ILOVEYOU. like really really love you more than i could ever love any other boys out there. You let me open my heart after i have locked my heart.

2. THANK YOU. thanks for everything. the way you treat me right, the way you love me, the way you comfort me in everything even though sometimes your ego getting control of u

3. IMISSYOU. i know i've been meet you yesterday. but theres not enough. i miss everything about you. i miss the way you hold me, the way we dance, the way you make me smile, i miss the way we kiss ;)

4. SORRY. sorry that if i ever ever ever hurt your feeling so bad, im really asking a forgiven from you. i didnt meant to hurt you even to get mad. Im sorry that i always put the both of us into a fight. im really sorry

5. INEEDYOU. dear, even though i always put both of us into a fight but it doesnt meant that i dont need you and it also doesnt meant that i want to loss you. i just want to be with you forever like you always said and wanted to. i want to raise a happy big family with you.

6. IWANTYOU. I want you to be my last one, i want you to stay with me. i want you to be loyal with me and i want you to be my future husband and the future dad of my child

7.PLEASE. please dont ever leave me and walk out with another girl. please dont ever try to dump me. please dont hurt me. please dont ever think of any of this. cause a please make me think of "please be my husband for the rest of my life" :')* i have a huge dream with u

8. NEVER. never try to flirt any other girl you can only flirt me *only if u can do it hahahaha never leave me! --'

9.LETS. let me be your one and only from now until the end of the chapter of your life. let me make you the first among all of my boyfriend that my family would love. let me be with you the rest of your life.

10. all this 10 thing 10 words 10 description, im saying the truth about what i want to say to you. i want to live with you, i dont want you to leave me cause IGOTAHUGEDREAM with YOU.

14 MAY

2011-05-14T05:50:00.000-07:00

best siokk lah hari ni dapat barbeque dgn bdak upper 6, form 5, form 4 and form 3. dapat makan ayam panggang woo. haha :P and and msa otw pegi tu aku naik mrah dkat cynthia sebab dia suddenly balik sbb hal family. sumpah sakit hati sebab masa tu aku cuma pikir sapa nak cakap dengan aku? sapa nak buat aku ketawa? sapa nak ngegeh dgn aku? sapa nak buat aku happy siokk. lastly pgi ambik dia dgn diarang kev sbb nak ambk spec aku tggl kat dia. my gokk nasib lah dapat. after tu smpai lh trus main air dh kta 2 trus ambk gmbr mmg ngegeh kan? hahaha syg dia sgt. lps tu tjmpa dgn Johan especially Naqiu sbb dulu pnh msg bkn main lgi kat msg skli tgk tjumpa pn tak tgur. alahh apa ni naqiu. lain kali tgur sonia ok? kita kan kamcengg :) then lpas tu jumpa a'ah dgn tebam. banyak kan paling cali aku kjar dgn bungau sebab dia ambik cam aku sumpah suma org kat kedai tu kejut siott kena aku haha smpai ada seorang ni dia trlpas baby dia sbb dia tkjut dgr aku jrit and baby dia pn mcm nak tmbang. hahaha lps tu aku takpat kjar dia sbb aku pkai sandal, sandal kan licin plus mmg takpat kjar lah gla kalau aku pkai ksut sumpah dpt kjar haha. then balik tu ehh slh sblm balik jumpa dgn BUAH HATI JANTUNG PISANG aku lerr haha SI BABU. jumpa kejap jer manja btul bdak tu smph nak ggit haha. pastu dia balik and aku pn blik dgn kenneth, merv, adk mona, mona, tang, wi. and tak lupa juga dgn boyfie punya mummy, happy bday aunty smga pnjng umur and dmrh kn rezeki smga smua doa doa and hasrat aunty tcpai sorry sonia tak bagi hadiah, babu punya pasal sbb dia bgtau slh bulan tntng date of birth aunty. God bless u ;) D-O-N-E

10 things I hate

2011-05-13T15:58:00.000-07:00

1. I hate when I having a fight with my boyfriend

2. I hate when I see my mum crying

3. I hate it when the gossip monger saying something about me that isnt happend

4. I hate lizard, snake, mouse and etc

5. I hate when i see the couples going around for their walk w their boyfriend or girlfriend because i will be really jealous of it when my boyfriend is not around

6. I hate it when i just cant get something that I cant have it right away. As example i have my DSLR after 1 year. its a worth waiting

7. I hate it when I get caught by the discipline teacher ITS ALL ABOUT MY HAIR COLOUR THINGY, but I still love my hair. i guess the teacher is jealous hahahaha

8. I hate it when I cant go out

9. I hate it when my maths teacher teach me in the front of the class I just didnt understand any of it. because i really hate caculating and i hate formula. luckily im not in the art site

10. I hate it when I have to take alot of time on poo. hahahahah

10 things I love

2011-05-13T15:50:00.000-07:00

1. I love my boyfriend ALEXI BABU SHAWN

2. I love my family

3. I love my friend

4. I love shopping

5. I love cake / cupcake

6. I love hair stuff

7. I love my hair colour

8. I love chocolate

9. I love animal print

10. I love my dslr

*i just cant post this on yesterday because there is something happend to the blog.

10 things about me

2011-05-11T23:00:00.000-07:00

1. My real name is Sonia Mas.

2. I will be 17 y/o on this 17 July

3. I have 3 siblings. Im the 2nd child and the only daughter that my dad and mum have

4. I have been in a relationship to my awesome boyfriend, ALEXI BABU SHAWN

5. Im love to have an outing with my friend like alot

6. Imma shopholic and I love money haha

7. I love to dance alot. I did it every single day even in public. --'

8. Im kindda messy

9. Im skinny yet i love to eat alot

10. I have 2 bestfriend in my life HEZELLYNDA and CYNTHIA

kawan lama

2011-05-11T22:53:00.000-07:00

aku rindu kat dia sangat. dulu ada jer dia kat mana pun. memang tak pernah miss lah nak bercontact dengan budak tu. weih sumpah aku rindu kau sangat. aku rindu kenangan masa kita berkawan, semua cerita kita 2. aku rindu semua gelagat kau yang buat aku senyum and ketawa. aku rindu nak cari gadoh dengan kau sampai kau nangis and risau kat aku. aku tahu aku takkan dapat kawan dengan kau balik kan? aku minta maaf sangat semua salah aku. kalau aku tak mulakan dulu mesti kita 2 masih berkawan kan? aku nak minta maaf sangat kat kau. semoga kau happy selalu and jangan selalu marah2. kalau bawa kereta tu jangan langgar tong sampah lagi tau. and kalau dah takda mood janganlah nak murung 24/7 hour aku dah takda dah dekat dengan kau nak pujuk kau macam dulu melalui webcam, kau tolong jaga diri baik baik tau jangan lawan cakap family. sorry sebab tak pernah hargai awak sebagai. biarlah kita simpan semua memori persahabatan kita ok? sayang awak :')

10 post in 10 days.

2011-05-11T05:01:00.000-07:00

terasa pulak blog ni memang sunyikk giler --' ok so starting from tommorow aku tau apa nak post. aku dapat ni pun dari blog orang yang aku follow ;)

day one : 10 things about you

day two : 10 things you love

day three : 10 things you hate

day four : 10 things you want to say to a person

day five : ten wishes

day six : 10 items you cant live without

day seven : 10 important people

day eight : 10 of your favorite song

day nine : 10 ways to win your heart

day ten : 10 final words

macam siokk jer bunyi suma post ni an? post ni akan berakhir cun cun masa aku nak pgi kl nanti. so im going to start it by tommorow. :]

S O R R Y

2011-05-09T22:32:00.000-07:00

hey there love,

im sorry that im different.

im sorry that im being too much jealous

im sorry that im such a dissapointment to you.

and sorry that im not good enough for a guy like you to fall in love with.

sincerly,

SONIA MAS

2011-05-09T03:14:00.000-07:00

for i am not RIHANNA i just dont love either like the way you lie. never pretend to love either like me, for love is not ours to command.

Fr. John's Consert.

2011-05-06T22:58:00.000-07:00

one day left for mother's day and im doing nothing. outing? nahh im getting lazier lately. --' i wake up like almost 9am in the morning. and i have my shower in the afternoon. the header picture is the morning face capture by my lil bro ERIC ROPUSTAN aka POPOS. lets talk about last night, last night Hezellynda is coming to my house and ofcourse we are going to the consert as we planned. then we're going w my cousin. the three of us waiting for Cynthia and my boyfriend and accidently i dont know why Resty is following and sitting with us. im not being rude or unfriendly but we're not actually a friend because we talk like 1 or 2 sentence per weeks or per months or etc. skip story, then the floor is shaking because the teens is jumping in front of the stage and we get back on 11+ something i've missed the church annual dinner but its ok i enjoy the consert even thou i didnt have chance to jump like the other and getting crazy like the others. its ok. im not actually in a good mood of jumping and getting crazy haha, so, i cant wait for the exam and ofcourse my trip to KL and im going to meet ALONG, ANGAH & ADIK soon which is my cousin that i haven't meet since last 2 year. and thanks for my boyfriend for his t's, his picture and his childhood picture with his sister. great day, great story. updated soon :) with love.

First Monthsarry

2011-05-04T23:13:00.000-07:00

syukur kepada Tuhan, hari yang Sonia tunggu pun dah tiba. hari ni genap 1 bulan dah Sonia jadi girlfriend pada someone yang baik & sabar melayani tingkah laku Sonia dari hari ke hari iaitu Alexi Babu Shawn. ni pun masih baru kan so kami dua masih dalam proses mengenali masing masing. syukur pada Tuhan jga dia telah temukan kan Sonia dengan orang macam Babu dan menghadirkan rasa cinta kat kitarang dengan indah skali. Thank God sebab Sonia dapat menerima nikmat yang begitu bermakna dengan kehadiran Babu. Selama sebulan ni Sonia dengan Babu takdalah gaduh gaduh cuma sometime Sonia ni mudah kecik hati then adalah merajuk sikit sikit tapi tak penah nak bagitau dengan Babu. Tak dapat Sonia gambarkan betapa bersyukur nya Sonia dengan kehadiran Babu dalam hidup Sonia selama sebulan ni dalam susah senang kami 2 sama sama kongsi.
doa : Ya Tuhan, jadikanlah kami pasangan kekasih yang mencintai dikala dekat dan jauh yang saling menyayangi di kala senang dan susah yang saling mengasihi di dalam sendu dan tawa. dengan kuasaMu aku meminta pertolonganMu ya Bapa agar kau merestui dan menyatukan kami sehingga ke tamanMu nanti agar kami dapat menjalinkan hubungan ini dengan ikatan yang suci pada suatu hari kelak.

note to ALEXI BABU SHAWN : cyg akn tetap bersama dengan dear tempuhi segalanya bersama dengan dear and berusaha capai apa yang kita berdua impikan. cause you know you're the one and only guy that i want to raise a happy family with. I will stay loving you each and everyday more than yesterday yet less than tommorow :) iloveyou

2nd May

2011-05-02T09:38:00.000-07:00

hey May, this time im not going to say "dear May, please be good & nice to me" even kemarin something yang tak ok jadi kat aku tapi takpelah amin amin harini aku happy sangat. unplanned outing barbeque ni semua angkara boyfriend aku. haha. so aku belum mandi sampai 12.30 baru aku pergi pantai temasya. dia dah tunggu aku kat gerai tu dah. epp bukan berjual ok dia tu mengada nak tunggu aku kat sana. haha so sampai petang tu kitarang barbeque, tengok diarang main bola baling and jalan jalan. finally aku betul betul dapat hold hand dia and rapat dengan dia seperti apa yang kami dua selalu impikan selama ni. amin sebab kita 2 dapat juga tahan tak dapat jumpa selalu and tak pernah sentuh tangan masing masing even nak dekat 1 month kita 2 bersama. berapa hari lagi next day tu jumpa dia lagi kat dewan suarah. balik kol 6.30 masa aku tunggu Nizam ambik aku, aku terjumpa dengan Kev,Eja, Chris kat sana gak sempat lagi ambik gambar then balik sebab kejar masa nak g tuition. so thank God for a good starting of month w my love and buat aku dapat kenal kawan boyfriend aku even aku kekok sikit besalah kalau baru kenal memang macam tu kan. 2 days left for the 1st Monthsarry and 3 days left for the Fr John Consert at Dewan Suarah and 18 days left to Kuala Lumpur and 28 days left for gawai. yeahh ^.~

MINE

the end of april

2011-05-01T01:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday is the last day of april. me, cynthia, hezellynda and natasha were going to school to watch the talent day from 8pm until 11 something. then we're going to hezel's grandma house without natasha cause she didnt join us she use the excuses of "im going for tuition later" as her excuse and blah. so we reach the house and im having a date with JESSIE the cute dog :) i play with her, took picture with her and kiss her. and then we're going to the mall and jalang jalan and i dont know what to do that day mall is so boring i cant even bought anything unless make a necklace of my lover's name. then i meet him for a while. wuu i miss him ofcourse glad that i can meet him. its so hard for us to meet each other anyway. and then we're going to everly eating junk food with the chrysanthemum tea and have a shoot. tadaa. and finally the day have done. :) btw happy 16th birthday mathew begri ak pagan.

Upcoming May

2011-04-28T02:04:00.000-07:00

i cant wait for MAY MAY MAY. :) May would be wonderfull. on 5 MAY im going to have my first monthsarry with my beloved ;) 21 May im going to have a trip with my family to Kuala Lumpur for one week. and esp im gonna meet my dad after 4 months i didnt meet him. i miss him and lastly 25 MAY is gonna be my mum birthday. and btw im gonna having one week earlier holiday before my friend. :) May, please come further faster. i just cant wait.

imissyou

2011-04-26T04:21:00.000-07:00

ok ni baru jer 2 days lepas easter camp. dah datang mengade pulak dah rasa rindu dkat boyfriend :"( 4 days aku dpt tgk dia selalu ada kat depan mata, dekat dgn dia tgk apa dia buat and jga dia mcm yg aku sllu inginkan slma ni akhirnya haritu aku dpt buat cmtu. 4 days rsa bahagia sgt even aku takde ambk ksmptn mcm couple yg sesetengah tu ambik ksmptan nak mesra mesra tpi ktarang cuma duduk sama jer pgng tgn pun takde tapi tak kisahlah janji dia selalu ade dkat dgn aku, aku bahagia sgt :') thanks dear sbb buat cyg rsa bahagia :') baru dua hari dah aku dh mula dh rindu masa ktarang sma sma , msa dia manje dgn aku and msa aku sruh dia mkan time dia gastrik. ^^ ok seriously aku tak pernah btul btul jga boyfriend aku msa skit ni first time. haha :) aku rindu nak tgk dia snyum, nak tgk apa dia buat msa aku takda kt sblh dia, aku rindu dgn suara dia, aku rindu nak jga dia, aku rindu nak ada dkt dgn dia and most of all aku rindu nak menari dgn dia :') i love u endlessly babu.

ok i know im ugly. this is my face when i didnt have touch up and i love to be messy alot :) and i just dont care how do i look at this time as long as i can be with him. :)

easter camp

2011-04-24T23:48:00.000-07:00

ouh blog, i rindu sgt kat u tau. :) tapi takleh lawan rindu kat boyfriend lah ^^

ok ok aku nak cite sal easter camp yg aku ikut haritu kat St. Anthony kat gereje katolik even aku ni anglican.

1st day tu ktarang daftar daftar jer

2nd day mula berpuasa cos msa tu GOOD FIRDAY kmirang rsakan bwa salib. :)

3rd day tentang kitarang ada buat and belajar pasal kebangkitan yesus taktidur smpai hari ahad. just doing praise and worship after habis misa.

best lah sgt tak tau nak type ape byk sgt. mmg enjoy sgt happening. ni bukanlah first time aku join camp tpi mmg best lah dpt join camp and belajar tentang Tuhan lebih mendalam lagi yg telah mengorbankan dirinya hanya untuk menyelamatkan semua orang dari dosa yg disalibkan. especially dapat kumpul balik dgn kawan lama and kenal dgn kawan baru and dapat bersama dgn boyfriend dalam menyembah Tuhan. paling best memang part menari and menyanyi. sampai terlompat lompat. bagi sesiapa yg ada ikut tu taulah rasa dia camne. ok, sampai sini jer nak upload video tapi takpat. nak upload gambar pun malas sbb everything dh upload dlm facebook. so enjoy :)

20 april

2011-04-20T03:31:00.000-07:00

dari kemarin aku & cynthia tak habis bincang sal easter camp kat church ST. ANTHONY. aku tak sure sgt nak ikut sbb kan muka aku ni takda tracksuit sluar pndek yg smpai lutut pn cuma ada 2 jer. jeans ada 2 stu lgi jeans aku kat awink. mann --'then harini kmi org pn cita lagi psal tu, and ouh NATASHA maybe akan ikut HEZEL plak ouh tak tau lah dia tu haha hope hope jadi sbb ktarang 4 jrang dpt ikut bnda cmni and NATASHA pn susah sgt if nak ajak dia outing sbb rumah dia jauh ntah bila lagi after ni dpt enjoy msa cmni dgn diarang 4. harini aku and cynthia buat pembentang aku rasa kan msti mta diarang tu buta sbb aku buat tu colourfull haha :P lastly cikgu musfaizal tu naik angin smpai sepak kerusi tikam barang sbb diarang rekko, jerome & kawaii tak buat pembentangan btul btul. pling lawak cikgu tu tak buat aku tkut pun tapi buat aku nak ketawa bukan tak sopan tapi kan cikgu tu msa dia mrah dia nak sepak meja aku tu, dia tersepak yg tepi so tak kena lah haha kesian tol.mala lah cikgu tu sebut "taik" & "tak guna" tauklah taik tu tak perfect an dah lah tak operfect, kotor, bau lagi tu tapi atleast dia tau msetiap manusia ada taik and even cikgu sendiri pun ada menghasilkan taik dalam hidup. :) haha D-O-N-E

monday

2011-04-18T00:54:00.000-07:00

summons is paid by mom. hurayy :) i will stop worried about the payment of any summons. great :)

and break-a-leg to my boyfriend's school handball club so they can win the match in SMK KEMENA ^.~ chayokk

sunday

2011-04-17T05:21:00.000-07:00

today im having a great day w my babe HEZELLYNDA M.K. first im planning to going out w the five then she text me when i was hang around waiting for the five w ano. so i pick her at her house by myself w my own leg haha :P then both of us we're hungry so we're going to MARYBROWN order combo chicken then going around the mall bought a new HOT SINGLET which cost only 20 ringgit pretty cheap aite. then we're going to everly and having picture and both of us going home because my mum is waiting at mall. so till here there scroll down for picture . enjoy ;)

i just haven't meet you

2011-04-16T02:49:00.000-07:00

hari ni macam biasa dok memerap dalam rumah. boring nyerr plan harini nak pergi library tapi tak jadi sebabnya aku malas sgt. :) and aku kol lyvia tnya dia pgi cycling ke tak harini & esok tpi dia ckp tak pgi sbb ada training so aku pun ye kan jer takpat lah nak jumpa boyfriend :( ouh aku seolah olah diperli oleh lyvia sebab belum pernah keluar dating dgn boyfriend aku. nak lpas rindu pun dri kol jer ni dah brpa lma dah tak 3g and webcam dgn dia. :(( epp epp, bukan takda jodoh boyfriend busy dgn aktiviti sekolah dia. so perlulah memahami one day pun akan jumpa jgak. stay positive on your relationship ;) *mata kelip kelip

TODAY

2011-04-15T01:20:00.000-07:00

tadi an aku baru habis tengok cite mau lagi. best lah cita tu gile lawak. plus ada pngjaran di sblik cite tu. cita ni pun cynthia naja yg sruh tgk so aku pun tgk ler. :) 1 minggu ni aku dok memerap je lam rumah paling paling aku keluar pun pergi tuisyen and sklh. hari tu aku blik awal sbb aku skit *alasan. haha :P masa hari rabu aku ponteng kls tmbhan bahaha. x) bak kata dear aku pemalas haha :P tak kisah nyerr pong plus aku mmg skit, asma ku dtg blik. --'

ni lagu yang boyfrien aku bagi kat tadi after dia ckp yg dia serious nak stay forever dgn aku and dia nak sgt aku stop rokok, minum alcohol and and clubbing ofcourse. and aku "ya" kan kat dia. :')

ni pulak lagu yg aku bagi kat dia. first aku bagi lagu bersamamu so aku tak puas hati sbb dia tau lagi tu so aku bagi lagu ni. and no aku tgh lyan lgu lgu lma. hahahaha :P

so sampai ni jer kot aku tak tau nak cakap ape dah. nak pergi main game ps2 mostwanted hihi DAA:)

9 April

2011-04-11T02:12:00.000-07:00

last saturday aku keluar lah dgn christy and mel pergi similajau cos ada barbeque dgn kawan mel. first tu christy text aku tnya aku dpt kluar tak aku kata lah dapat jer aku ni keluar tapi slank nya duit rm0 haha then christy kata nanti dia sponser aku, aku pun ok jer. tapi slank nya kitarang sesat rupanya kat Pantai Telekom. hahaha then balik lah pergi pantai telekom tu. ada orang sponser diarang best nye tempat tu memang cantik sgt air dia jernih. kitarang barbeque tu pun sebab ada orang sponser datang datang terus bagi aku pure bacardi. gila ah aku lantak jer wlaupun time tu perut aku sakit. then diarang bagi stout. aku lambat minum so si shasha ni nak tmbah byk lagi aku lari ar sbb aku tak pndai mnum stout then tmpah lh tnggl skit aku sja jer nak tmpah kn. dh tnggl skit tu pn buat aku nak muntah. tak best bh air tu then diarang nak bagi aku lagi tapi aku kata aku taknak sebab aku nak muntah minum tu. so aku mnum tiger. then kmi 2 christy pgi tmpt hjung hjung sbb nak bgmbr. :) memang tak sah kalau tak begambar sygnya aku bwa dslr tpi battery aku tnggl haha. nyanyok mcm orang tua btul. then balik lah around 4 camtu aku pergi ambik baju then pergi rumah christy sbb mlm tu nak stubstub. then jumpa dgn si agnes and jenny kat sana. then kitarang balik sbb PAM & sorang lagi lupa dah aku nama dia. sbb time tu bru knal diarang mabuk so balik lah. Bannun dpt hamper sbb dia mnang dlm menari tu. first diarang mati matian sruh aku. dokk aii, aku ni pemalu gilerr haha. then ada jgak pondan ikut. fuhhlamak cntik and sexy giler ah. dia lompak kat tiang yg utk org tigershow pastu an kitarang jerit msa pmilihan spa juara ktarang jerit "slah kategori" hahaha. jahat an? mlm tu bpa crack carlsberg diarang beli tpi aku mnum skit jer sbb prut aku mmg skit kn. so mnum skit. msa balik tu ada org mtk no tpi aku buat derk lastly sha sha bgi no aku. aku pun tak layan. mna blh lyan lki lain kn? aku ada boyfriend ok? stick tune w my boyfriend. i wont cheat on him. :) malam tu takda ambik gmbr mls nak ambk gmbr. msa kt pantai tu bru ada tpi christy bgi aku gmbr aku jer tggu dia upload gambar lain. ahad tu msuk 3 minggu aku kenal boyfie aku. hihihi :P scroll down for my fucgly faces. :) haha

no idea for this. its so cali.

letih and kepala mula melayang gara gara bacardi. jangan byk ckp msa ni ktarang je

tkda org lain tu lah aku berani baring haha :P

christy puna kejar buat aku ketawa siokk msa bgmbr haha.

muka rasa cute hahaha xD

hello babu, i love you :*

muka --' haha time ni buka bju grey sbb tkut bsah

klau ada laki jgn hrap aku nak pose mcm ni. BAHAYA. haha :)

thanks for reading & visiting;

lotsoflove;

SONIA MAS

Destroy

2011-04-10T03:06:00.000-07:00

i just wasted my time thinking about u. bullshit. you never sorry

you've turned to everything you said you'd never be.

i miss you old friend even i didnt have chance to have you.

but it doesnt mean that i want to have you back in my life

my love stop. it ends when Babu enter my life.♥

stomach ache

2011-04-08T01:45:00.000-07:00

kebelakangan ni aku sllu jer skt perut gra2 msuk angin lps tu rsa mual2. aku tak mnum pn bnda bnda bergas. geram sgt bila sllu je mcm ni, bila skt ni dtg mood aku mmg dh tak stabil mesti aku diam jer than skt prut lps tu automatic trus aku kena dmam. hebat kan? gara2 1 skit aku dpt byk penyakit. kejap nnti msti ada skt kat dada plak. haihh ><"

8 April

2011-04-07T10:01:00.000-07:00

hari ini ada kelas tambahan tapi aku tak pergi sebab aku rasa tak selesa tol tadi plus tgh tempered kat 2 org classmate aku. gara2 meka2, aku, easter, wong, preslie, rosli, rick, alexcius, alip & lukman, adlyine kantoi ponteng tak pergi ALD. mmg mrah lah kmi org. gilerr ah tak pndai spoting btul. mcm selalu aku msti tgk cta marimar half2 sbb mum sllu ajak aku kluar pgi dating dgn dia hahahaha x) tak pun aku pergi tidur. and today for the first time, belum apa apa me and my boyfriend have a crisis smpa aku tak tahan nak nangis. smpai dia kta mcm mcm kat aku buat aku tersinggung but actually bukan aku yang buat dia marah & tengking aku. tapi orang tertentu sbut sal past time dia. then aku sruh dia jjur dgn aku and dia pn ikt ckp aku so both of us pun ok. dia mtk sorry dgn aku sbb mrah2. aku tak nak relationship kitarang spoil gara2 cerita lama. past is past kita tak dapat putar balik masa silam. sebelum ada crisis tu sempat lagi aku begayut dgn dia sementara tggu abg aku ambk blit tuition. wajib begayut tiap tiap hari ok. dalam masa yg sma, my ex boyfie pgi dkt aku just nak bgtau kt aku yg jgn kontek dia kat no dia dh sbb hp dia dah kena ambik and yg buat aku tgk dia cam lucu lucu cos aku perasan yg ex aku ni mkin gmuk, ada cam poyo skit ar and mcm pndek dari aku. hahaha punyelah cali nak kecut perut ketawa tapi tahan. hahaha and after boyfriend aku kata yg dia nak tidur. ada sorang lagi ex aku text hye smpai 2 kali. fuhhh --' takda juga benda yg dia nak cakap kat aku so annoying. and esok permuafakatan macam biasa ah aku kmfm tak bwa aku pergi punyerrr :) ouh and aku jumpa ex classmate aku yg gilerrr MARCONI. fiuhh lama dah tak tgk dia sbb dia dh pndh teknik. D-O-N-E.

in a relationship

2011-04-05T06:10:00.000-07:00

after all these month im finally move on and have my fairytale prince;

goodbye single and hello LOVE

officially in a relationship w TOBIAS BABU SHAWN on 5april2011.

officially babu's girlfriend :)

a day to remember

2011-04-04T09:22:00.000-07:00

it just another day with another story of my fairytale story. :) this early morning he sent his gay picture for me ofcourse. he hope that picture would make me smile. i just laugh whenever i saw that picture and i set up his picture that he gave me as my wallpaper. today is about some kind of purposing or something. and yeah he didnt purpose me yet and maybe will never. he heard about im crying while im keep on denying. im sorry. this is the first time i lied to u. :( its really hard for me to talk to him and text with me everyday knowing that he's not mine. he know that im afraid he would really be like my past time. but the he said that he always love me and he's not like any other guy and when i ask him to forget both of our feeling together he just said "no i wont cause i really love you" and his last text ask me to remember that he always love me and i always his heart. you really drop a big rain in my face dear. when both of us on the phone just now, i heard that he calling me baby or something im not quite sure. cause he never did it. maybe it just my feeling.

loveBABU

yours faithfully;

SONIAMAS.

p.s iloveyoubabu xx :)

fairytale

2011-04-03T23:51:00.000-07:00

dear B, you're just my fairytale.

you said that your my new one now my past.

you know how to appreciate me.

you said that anyone can catch my eyes, but there only one guy that will make me lovestruck.

and there was you.

heartless

2011-04-03T23:11:00.000-07:00

you really make me pissed off w your attitude now dude. before you have her who is there for you talk to? who always give you advice? who am i towards u? remember what you told me in the past time. you said that you fall in love with me too and then you leave me and walk out with another girl. you said we're still friend. if imma friends to you like the other you wont being such an idiot to forget and leave your friend. which is there for you to talk to where you need someone to talk to. you might be worth my smile in the past time but now this time and will never worth it since what you did yesterday. im sorry your not being matured enough. i've done with your fake feelings. you just make me so pissed off with you. i wont care and wont be there for you when you need someone anymore. i wont be the one who give you advice and the one who make you smile anymore. never again.

inlove

2011-04-02T11:25:00.000-07:00

"as you say babu always in your heart so do i. from the time that you at tg batu wt the mtbkrs i always keeping looking at you and i try to looking for your phone no until i get it"

"it was the moment you shouldnt forget. the word "likeu" the word that you shouldnt forget too and the calling name cyg the word i kol u for the first time"

that conversation is from my hero, Babu. he's not my officially boyfriend. but he is my beloved one. this is the how we meet & start to know each other. actually, i have know him since i was in first or second grade while i was in SMK KIDURONG. He just notice my appearance on last week. Sunday, 25 March. iloveyou xx :D its a great day & i meet him. oh God, hope that i can make it to meet him again tommorow. amen ;)

new chapter, new life

2011-04-01T19:28:00.000-07:00

i cant erased the past time of me & u and i cant change it

mark this day on your calendar, cause today is the day im LETTING YOU GO.